j o(TT)O j

new journey oF me begins

2012-02-15T09:03:00.000-08:00

after my tear dropped of duno how many times

after i have thinking for duno how many times

after duno how many times i have blame myslef

nothing change

the problems is stil there,

my hearts is reali break , after i took it out, and it is break, i duno how to put it back

i figure many ways

but my journey is stil continuing

im regret,

repent for wad i have doned,

i reali wish times fly back ...................T.T

but is imposibles nOw

decision have made

problems have solved

all i need to do is this is my last chance

and my reali fucking chance i need and i must dO,

pass all my test and pass my degree!!!!

and take the glory back to my family

i dun wish to dissapoint my family

focuZ all my fuckiing works!!

after that i need to pay back my beloved father

i understand him , i wish to helped him,

after all i want to do a part time job

and wad i earn i give all to him

my 1st step started,

the thing quite a smooth wan

my first fren is Combodian

and second fren is sabah fren

i need to solved all my dead atitude

focuz on study !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

s A t u R d A y

2012-02-11T09:53:00.000-08:00

today , i planing to go kampar

but i did not,

bcOZ, i scared of it,

i love the feeling when meeting someones u love u cared

but i hate the feeling when want to say gOod bye, finaly i made decision

i did not go kampar,

wish u not hate me hEEE, maybe u will se me leh 2mlo or monday hohoho

the person, eh dUn too missed me loh, nyek nYek

plz eat rice la, not ask u always eat but eat a bit la,

always eat biscuits and milo,

haiz

diet oso no need eat like this la,

ppl ask u go eat u duwan later they say u dunwan mix them ma

okay?

hee. valentines want come ady,

hOhOhO, wish u happy bah that person kakakaka,

D 3 c i S i O n

2012-02-10T09:24:00.000-08:00

bought a book, and start my first reading,

why i will bought this boOk?

cOz i make desicion not strong enuf,

and not convinced myself,

so, i bought it,

sometimes, i make a good decision but (just make for fun)

and sometimes i make decision toO fast without thinking the long way

but, i reali curious , is not correct i make a decision?

i reali have too many doubts

but i actually know

just dun think too far

i sometimes make fast and good decision but i canot stand long enuf to bear the burden of the decision

this world is not going to give me an easy jobs, but myself

im always understand

tats why i started my reading of the books,

everydecision i make i must put efforts inside and dun give any doubts to myself

just do it and think properly before i do,

tats the points

and oso my weakness

i heard ppl say , i agreed, but after that think back

the answer is different

i must followed myself but not others

i must stand uP again

i canot lying down there anymore

wad i have go through is my journey

mY life

just to stay happy

if not wads life?

stay happy

and make ppl happy

tats life ^^

i must go through thing with a smile

dun give myself and excuses tat i canot make ppl smile

决定已下，勇敢面对

2012-02-09T08:38:00.000-08:00

零点，

现在只可以用这两个字形容

因为发生了一些我不想发生的事，

但是事情已过，

没有必要再想了

真的很难过，每天都过着不想不要的生活

现在已不再想了

做回原来的我吧

没有一个人可以把我的角色扮演得比我更好

很多教训很多忠告给了我狠多

但最终还是我做了决定

不是别人。希望我可以好起来，变回开心的我，

不知多久，我没真正的开心过了
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想找个地方去放松下自己，不错下吧…………^^

我相信有一天，我的考验会结束过个轻松自在的生活

有烦恼但不是什么大不了的事^^

祝我身体健康过个快乐的生活^^^^^^^^^^

无法用言语表达的情感

2011-11-28T08:37:00.000-08:00

很多事情只要做了，如果没有想长远，后果就不会如戏里翻精彩。

我只是存翠要一家人一起，

只是这样简单，

但是，当我决定了

做了

后果，

不是我所要的

很多事如果没有一个彻策划者，

就不会有精彩的故事

我要做那策划者

把我的故事编得精彩

这样这个故事才有意思啊

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每一次，妈妈都会很头痛

为什么弟弟妹妹都不爱跟妈妈

陪妈妈，只喜欢跟朋友，

然后每一次家里的家务都是妈妈一个人做，

我真的是看不过眼

真希望我可以做些什么

让家更像个家

今天跟爸妈去了Food foundry 吃下午茶

在PJ ss22

感觉很好…………^^

不知道为什么这几天我都要感觉！！

感觉很好就会很开心

但也会有不开心的时候

希望我可以度过这不开心的时期

不一样的地方；..）

2011-11-02T06:11:00.000-07:00

不一样的地方

放假后回到了同样的一个地方

但是同样的一个地方，再也不是同样的一个地方

同样的一个地方以经变成不是同样的一个地方了。

当一个人没有了一样东西，那个人才会晓得，

那个东西的好，才会发现真的不好受吧

人就是那么犯贱。发生了很多事情

以前从早上，中午，晚上，都不会像现在这样，

好像失去了一样东西。很不习惯了。

以前，早上一定是两个人吃早餐，

现在，只有一个人吃，

午餐，也是一个人吃

晚餐也是

这样也好…………让我领吾了一些东西

虽然跟以前吃的东西都一样

但是感觉不一样了，

虽然以前吃的东西少了一点

现在多了一半，感觉真的是不一样了。

一半都是给她吃了，因为就不让我吃着样多，

现在我可以吃整碗，但我吃不下了，想把那一半给她吃

周围的东西都好像有你的影子

有时，我忽然说话了

但没有人在

原来我在发梦

有时早上醒过来发现旁边的不是你，是我的枕头

有要一个人，TT...

少了很多声音，笑声，哭声，叫声，还有骂声………… ^^lll

但是，一个人还是要面对的，

想过就好了

我会更长大，更男子汗，

不会再小孩子了

什么都要你烦，

你不在了，我会更自立

……………………^^..

你放心，当每次你看到我时，我会跟令你喜欢

你不在这段时间让我知道了什么叫珍惜，

我会对你更好…………^^

答应你要做的东西一定会做到^^

你排第一…………^^lll

家的感觉

2011-08-09T10:35:00.000-07:00

家的感觉

家就像火锅

当没放料的时候

汤会很淡，

就像一家人少了一个人，少了一样东西

一个家不像一个家。

但放完了料的火锅，

不多不少都放了下去，

感觉就像一家人开开心心在一起，

吃着火锅，不管汤几淡，

都会吃到很开心。

不错，我看家看的很重要，

我不想后诲，

我不想有一天

我对我自己说，我后诲，

这就是因为我为什么爱回家

无时无刻得空就回家，

因为家对我有很深的意思

我想妈煮的菜

虽然很简单，但是很好吃

不管是什么好吃的都比不上妈煮的

来的好吃呵呵！！

现在，忙完了学校的东西，接下来得忙以后的事了

人就是不可以休息，不可以慢下脚步，

不然，后诲这两个字不知要写几次。。。

我知道自己在做着什么，但不管做什么，

我觉得只要相信我做的是对的，就可以了，

不是吗？没个人都是这样，可能有些事别人不明白

还没体验过不知道

但有一天会明白的

只是要找口饭吃啊呵呵，

写华语真的是比较很亲切一点

我华语很差 ngek ngek,

就是要写华语你吹？哈哈‘

很久没写了

是时候写些东西让自己回意

当时

现在

今天很残酷，明天更残酷，后天很美好，但大部分的人都死在明天的晚上看不到后天的太阳。

马云

520 yeah, my birthday

2011-05-20T19:21:00.000-07:00

earlY in the morning, asusual mum will help me prepared a big bowl of mee sua, hehe
damn many things inside ,
got lala, two big egg, gigantic prawn, many things more tat i forget d kekez
hmm, my birthday not much big deal, jz hang out wf my family, ^^
very happy already, x.x

my birthday although dun have my company of my best friend, but

i know they know my day ^^ll thank you guys ,

i know wad u all wil did after i back kampar hehe

this is my present list hehe nike slliper yeah, atlast no need wear bata sliper kekez

and the nike pants yeah!!!

special gift from someone kekez she made it herself geng

unbelievable kekeke

a house also wOw sO geng lah, she learn from Youtube to made this kekeek

and chocalate from someone tooo

hehe quite a good outing too rather than stay at house

having mee rojak at seri muda yeah!!!

and cendol ^^

ice kaccang yeah !!!!^^lll

juzcO sushi kekekez

hagendaz ice cream yeah

veri nice xD^^lll

nxt we go Kim gary to have ouR dinner

tats all for haegendazz outing yeah !!!

fish rice kekez

and curry mee

tats all my day yeah!!!

hope my follwer keke will like it la xD

forget the outing in midvalley hehe

2011-05-19T09:44:00.000-07:00

outing at midvalley yeah !!!

having a big burger fast food it was awesome!!!

i love the fries very much hehe

tasty man

the gigantic burger shoP wuhOOO

the counter quite fast hehe

a set burger wf refil drinks and fries wuhOOO must try

the fries damn tasty arGGG!!! better than mcd fries

thomas burger yeah hehe

and the ikan bakar it was damn nice hehe wf lala

ikan pering

the mix chop lamp and chicken it was damn nice hehe
after back from midvalley

lamp chop wuhOOO

without sos black pepper wuhOOo!!!

i love this kind of food !!!! eager to have hehe

but i canot have it more anymore

have to cut down weight wuwuwu

before my big day and sem break

2011-05-19T09:31:00.000-07:00

this sembreak quite fun^^lll

although dint go anywhere yet,

but stil veri hapi already ^^lll

can go out for movie yeah !!

the first movie i watch is 关云长

damn nice after exam straight away go watch already haha

wan watch fast and furios wan but no ticket already sienz

this movie show how nice is the cao cao xD, lol,

quite nice la, but need know the history of china oni understand haha

then is the fast and furios damn xD
i love the car and action inside damn good i wish i have a chance to buy the car wuhOOO
the rock is there too damn nice man love it so much wish to watch again kekekz

the don is the coolest and have boss face everyone listen to him
he have leadership and power yeah love it .

then is the priest hehe also nice ,
but veri weird la haha
some of my fren says not nice
haha duno kekez

the motor is damn nice hehe

then i watch pirates of the caribin , the strangers tides, nice tooo
the background and places the pictures is so natural
love it ,!!!

the mermaids yeah , all veri prety kekez
damn beautiful kekez

then before my big day thor wow, super hero movie
the thor is muscular hehezz
sure all the girls love him kekez

then is the alien , the paul

this movie u must go and watch and hear it,

the bad word they scold is so damn good

must learn the bad words inside kekez

it was artistic man haha, i wil download it and learn the bad words kekez

thats all my movie journey
the most excited movie im waiting is transformer 3 wuhooo!!!!!!!! canot wait la haiz

说些开心的话

2011-05-14T11:22:00.000-07:00

我生日快到了，

很开心。也很伤心，

开心是因为到我生日了

平时都是庆祝朋友的生日

现在到我了

伤心的是我终于二十一

怀念当小时后

不知要怎样过呢

不想搞大

想静静的过了这一天

每次过生日，有开心也有伤心

长那么大了，觉得人活着

太多东西要烦了

越大想的东西也越多了，

人以人要互相体量，

才不会有分争，

但人往往是自私的

不管怎样好

都是自私

只想到自己，不会想到别人

人的本性吧，

不管什么只可以靠自己

不要想别人有没有帮到自己

只要想自己怎样帮自己，

当然，我有很都帮我的朋友

有你们在真好

这些年来真的谢谢你们，

我、希望我生日那天可以跟我要好的知己的朋友过了这一天…………

T,T 这个世界太残酷了，没有你们

不知我要怎样过，

活出自己的人生

2011-03-07T06:45:00.000-08:00

why im saying this,

bcOZ,

im the one who blaming everyday,

why i have to do this

why everything is set ,

why dun the decision is make by me?

yea, everything is constant

just how i live in that constant world

but, if im the one who enjoy every single thing in my life

like im sitting in the bed,

is such a wonderful feeling and the bed is soft,

im like blur blur sitting there dun think anything just sit there and smile,

yea, i should be doing this

bcoz, keep blaming why not enjoying?

hehe, i think i got some mental problem nOw

many things is coming ,

many things need to settle

yea, this is life,

i must live like no others live,

when im in trouble in asignment

i always like an idiot , what oso duno

always blaming myself of being such nerd

yea

i canot be like this anymore

life is beatiful

like when i wan fall asleep in lecture class,

i should enjoying

the aircond

the lecturer

many things can be enjoy rather than blaming the lecturer

eh faster end class la, i wan sleep
haha

hmm, day and day is coming

i should change my perspective!!

i found out meaning full

2011-03-03T09:03:00.000-08:00

we'll study with all our heart, but not just for grades.

study to be accomplishes, not affluent, follow excellence

学习为了前途，不是钱途.

i will study well !!!!

half of the semester

2011-03-02T16:39:00.000-08:00

vegas at kAmpar ^^

simple burger but nice deY^^

mix steak and chicken tasty ^^

roOt beer fload reali taste goOd

and a vanila ice cream inside wOw jz like in a&W

curently i found ouT kampar reali nothing to eat d ,

already 2 year plus plus here

reali canot imagine how i survived here? haha

few months later

after this 2 sem,

some is gona leave here and go industrial training

hmmm, good can i says tat?

xD someone is gona survived without me wuhOO!!

recentlY, relationship is complicated

sometimes smile, angry, jealous, sad, cry, carzy, strong, weak,

all have been through

i just can say ,

we r the lucky one,

hope emotional doesnt take place

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another thing is, i m now finding something tats motivated me,

it is, im stil here!!!

this three words following me been through many things

like im stil studying

i haven give up yet

tats lucky too

my fren thomas oso says

u can tahan until nOw is very lusky d

but left this few year and semester

must count on myself

canot be independant anymore

i have to be more mature

lazy always interupt me, haix, reali hate

tats all la,

thnx everyone tat care me and help me so much in kampar

sound like im gona go somewhere else

i have been thinking i wan study tourism after my degree

i think i choose wrong course

haha

if parent see this sure gona kill me

af sudenly change everything

hope my life sun sun li li

amitabah!!!

i wont cared !!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-02-25T08:30:00.000-08:00

不要再忽别人不喜欢你，只要你喜欢你自己就好

我是特别的，我不是 number one, but 我是only one !!!

recently, what i have found in life , i found that

我是幸福的！

i have friends
i have parents
i have boy friend
i have girl friend
i have housemates
i have basketball kaki
i have many many!!!

i do noT know how to appreciate it

im stil blaming myself

im weak

im rubbish

im scared

im coward

but, all this people are going through it

im happy for the next challenge ^^

because

2011-02-19T23:55:00.000-08:00

sometimes, the weather is not always the same,

sometimes, the cluod of the sky noT always the same

same as my moOD,

somewhere in the sunday,

feel a biT weird,

i think because my parents come to visit me,
hmmm,

a biT homesick

tats why mY mOOD noT in a goOD condition

i wan a break,

i need a break

to think ,

to rewind

mY tape

i decided

this thursday i will back klang

bY ktm ^^

long time dint back by train

my mooD will be beter again later

hope those i accidently make them angry

sory yea

recentlY,

2011-02-11T23:25:00.000-08:00

many things hapened on me,

i just canot control sometimes.......

i will become a very tempered beast..

of course is when no ones ,

i will done somethings crazy,

example, i will sit on the window watching the sky the whole day

i will go do something alone,

hmm, i wondered is it im 7line?(in cantonese)

haix,

tension and stress is fired on me,

i just ........ not dared!!!!

but after few moment

i heard some one

gv me a lots of courage

friends,

im appreciated

my looks is like nothing but im reali in side my heart

thank you, someone !!!

life,

2011-01-07T17:27:00.000-08:00

the reason i write life is, there is too much to write d,

early in the morning when wake up, there is a sound who says

" jj dun wake up sleep more 5 minit but end up sleep extran 2 hours xD

i realized life is not that easy

relationship is the complicated one,

man between man must calm down when problems occured,

and solved properly and nOT to saY something is past tense

if noT the conversation canot over

fOr exaMple: u last time oso like tat , then the fight start , why u always tell the past tense story ,, xD omG

if conversation start like tat, sory , is my fault saY softly as u can, then conversation end xD!!

hai, sometime how to say that soft right, hah

hai hai, iM much to learn,

when talking actually representing myself, i must change ^^

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mY dream, i m reali need to diet xD

canot d walao, 80 k g d leh ,, need become 70 before chinese new year, sO

after back kampar plz dun call me oUT eat adY yea kakaz, bUt oso need eat la,

i dint eat will die wan u kNow,

and then mY another dream is i have more time wf family,

many things hapened, i realized if my future i dun grab it myself no one can help me .,

arg!!! gambateh ^^

recent song tat jj loves

2010-12-07T08:13:00.000-08:00

i found ouT this song damn nice ^^ hoPe u guys enjOt the song i upload, artis is Sam Tsui
yeah!!!

Fireworks- by Kate Perry

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you?

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/katy-perry-lyrics/firework-lyrics.html ]
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

爱让每个人都心碎

2010-11-13T09:34:00.000-08:00

城市一片漆黑
谁都不能看见谁
除非紧紧依偎
我让自己喝醉
没有你我就不能入睡
整夜又整夜的徘徊
我说过我绝对
不会后悔
寂寞是被原谅的罪
爱情怎么让每个人
都心碎
怎么去安慰
爱情怎么让每个人
都流泪
你的泪烫伤我的脸
那一次我尝到伤悲
我的泪烫伤我的脸
从此就再也说不出
我爱谁

the rain is just like my feeling in my room nOW,

love have a lot of meaning of it,

sometimes, one of it need to tolerate,

tolerance is ..................

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arg!!!!!!!!!!!!

searching for myself.

2010-10-27T01:02:00.000-07:00

i was trying to look back those photo which take bY last time

hmm, dunO why, sudenlY loOk tis pic feel like puting uP xD

lol... and a new song sang by bruno mars - all she knows

damn nice dek!!

quite a time dinT uPdated mY bloG

tis is the tIme i wil showed uP, ^^

i wil write ouT wad i have learned deep inside mY heart which can tourch others heart ..

wish i can did tat haha

Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
That is love
God is true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
(repeat)

talking bouT love

i have walk in 20 years in my life

i have found and realized

love is ever lasting

love is oni thing wil last until u die

the love is there

i was thinking bouT

i have found someone tat canot be seperate a part

yea, fren who knows me sure wil know

but, nOw i was thinking bout changing my life differentlY froM others

im finding myself ......

and i realizd a phrases

the 1st step is very important.

great great grand mother

2010-10-10T10:22:00.000-07:00

after she eating

she is eating aunty behind her

great grand mother

sad to see her like t

great grandmother

2day, dad ask me go visit my great grand mothers

is my grandmother's mother,

sO is a very old lady already

94 years old

stil can walk here and talk

jz memory lose

and act like a children

when i look at her

i started wan to cry

cOZ her relatives throw her in old folks

nobOdy wan her

sO sad haiz

damn tourching when see her

feeling wan to cry

i wont do this !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!to my families !!! i swear wf my soul

high class mamak stalls

2010-10-10T08:55:00.000-07:00

i forget the names of these food haha

is all mutton , very nice ^^

randoM pictures ^^

mY sister i purposelY duwan take her eye xD

my mum

mY cousin,

sis and cousin phones

is a very high clas mamak stall but quite cheap oso ^^

and the background is very nice oso

nasi goreng

chicken choPs

bb Q mutton

garlic naan

mutton and rices

latest jj life ^^

2010-10-10T07:45:00.000-07:00

mamak food

hmm been along time,

my bloggie full of dusts,

xD!!

nOw the new sem life almost starting

result wil be ouT sooN,

i wonder hOw is mY result

i wonT surprised, i think!

and nOw i wil talk aboUt my life recentlY

watch movie is my hobby by the way

almost all of the movie nOw showing in cinema i have been watch

syoK man ^^

and a lot of meaningful thing i have done

i love this sem break

The switch

the hole

the guardian of ga hoole

the legend of fist

Detective DEE

Blood ties

all this six is the movie i have watch wuhOO ^^ damn nice
____________________________________________________movie life over

understanding people, then people wil understand u

2010-09-20T22:29:00.000-07:00

this few days, hmmm

very not steady,

keep thinking thinking and thinking

dunO why,

i jz hate this feeling

life is noT stuDy?

i kNOw

life is nOt jz exam

all this thing i heard it

is true

should noT jZ thiNk oF exam

buT,

nOw should think of exam

....................................................

parent hOpe is iN it

must not let go

buT

something important

alsO need i to go and think

i shouldnt jZ think ing of me only

think mature

if not, people wil look different on u

thinking thinking and thinking

someone plz understand me??

im influence by others

why?

where is mY personality?

im become ing back

jj is lost!!!

plzzz gv me a guideline

你不知到的事. . . . . . . .

2010-09-18T08:55:00.000-07:00

王力宏-你不知道的事 
蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地 
我飞行 当你坠落之际
很靠近
还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你 
你不知道我为什么离开你
我解释不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
在心里惊醒 

你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事 
蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地 
我飞行 当你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你 
你不知道我为什么离开你
我解释不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
在心里惊醒 

你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多得是 你不知道的事
我飞行 当你坠落之际
噢噢~
你不知道我为什么离开你
我解释不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
在心里惊醒
你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

i love this song xD!!!

very much and plz guys gO watch this movie, very nice ^^

meaningful for couples to watch this movies wakakak xD!!!!

feelin of a day,

2010-09-04T07:02:00.000-07:00

erm, i wana says is,

when we r child,

will we shows our temper on parents?

will we shows our whole faces

black face

will we??

will right ... xD

so,

nOw?

wil couple show their face to each other?

will right

when the time getting longer

we will kNow more each other rits??

sure is tat rits?

sO,

wil uR another half ask u

why u treat ur fren sO gOOd

bUt u treat me nOt tat gooD??

haha,

hai... nOt like tat wOi,

u jZ sees the time i treat u nOt nice then u says that

u diNt sees the time i treat u sO damn goOD rits?

so?

as a conclusion

plzz duN says another half weakness, i mean dun sees the places tat dun look good

sees the places that is gOOD xD =)

always says u r god damn gOOd to each other

sO? wil couple querel again?

it wil be lesser hoho

sO,

when u sees something bad about ur another half

plz, says the good thing 1st =)

sO,

it wil more nice =) yea..... ^^

moRning klanG

2010-09-03T19:22:00.001-07:00

a wonderful morniNg wf aircond wuhOO

yesterday nite it was fun

drinking 47 percent alcohol

wOw,

it was cool,

jZ 1 small taste,

whole mouth like fire burning wOw,

but

i stil dun like alcohol xD.

yesterday twO people birthday

oNe is my cousin one is mY auntie's birthday

lol,

emmm, then supper

wOw

satay lamb and chicken

wOw,

cOOl and fried chicken

wOw

and mee mihun

aunty uncle dabAo tO mY house

it was fuL

then we celebrate birthday wf oNe cake

lemon cheese cake

it was nice ^^

_________________________________

family

2010-08-31T10:22:00.000-07:00

hmmm, back tO kampar again,

i realized,

i see things that people did not see

yea..

i noticed that

my bro and sis

hmmm

duno hOw to spoke of them

why they act like that?

isit this family is nOt gOOd for them

why they dun communicated

????

why they juST communicted wf their frens only?

and everyday

i jZ sees them sit infront of computers

can no need eat no need slip

haiz

and they can whole day sit infront without talking wf parent

and feel annoying when parent talks wf them,

haiz

plzz

pplzzz

talk la

u can talk wf ur frens sO much of fun why dun parent?

ur parent is nOt open enuf?

hello ur parent is very open u KNow?

and very understanding people

haiz

plzzz feel it

when u lost them

when u stay far away from house

when u 3 months dint talk wf ur parent

dint sees ur parent

how wil u act?

i kNOw

that time haven come

so, u all wonT kNow wad is family means

family means

when something happen on u

they r the first who step in front of ur sides

to protect u

to cover u

so,

dun let the regret hapen on u

appreciate plzz .... my dear

back hometown hee

2010-08-29T22:51:00.000-07:00

sunday night after the meeting , i back hometown,

yea !!

is gona be hard after this few days

must work hard

!!!!!

____________________________________

end haha

2day wil go watch a movie i think

and 2mlo is merdeka yeah!! but nothing proud haha

2mlo wil be back kampar again

boring places ever!!!

thinking of change skul hoho

change to a more nice skul ^^

_____________________________________

ermm

nothing much 2day

updated later

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are [Debut Single]

2010-08-29T09:18:00.000-07:00

this song is reali meaningfull

hehe...

listen and read the lyrics

and u wil kNow

wad girl fren always wil say..

i mean wil ask,

here are the lyrics hehe

Just The Way You Are Lyrics

Oh, her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are
Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know I'll say
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are
http://www.elyricsworld.com/just_the_way_you_are_lyrics_bruno_mars.html
The way you are, the way you are
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are. Yeah

i love this song very much ^^

yeah...

Teenage Dream & Just the way you are - Acapella Cover - Katy Perry - Bru...

2010-08-28T00:13:00.000-07:00

i kNow

2010-08-26T20:55:00.000-07:00

......

i kNow

wad u say u r rights....

u scold me

u nag me

yea

all i understand

but

i dun like promise anything that i wan to do

but,

i wan to tell u wad i did

thats why i silent

i continued press my computer

........ thats why.........

so, ..... hope u understand me

i kNow,

u wan me to company u as well

but

i think is beter we do ouR own things 1st

sO, plz forgive me .... i silent not means i noT understand

i quiet noT means im useless

im idiot

im a human being

hopE u understand

everyoNe dun like people nagging

i kNow nag is caring

but, i jz remains silent

sory

being narmal or special???

2010-08-25T07:43:00.000-07:00

today, is a weird day alsO,

earlY in the morning

i went to the clas

micro economics

quite mood of study

i kNow hOw to do

the calculation

nOt verY hard

then after clas

wenT breakfast wf meow and her fren hui ching

jZ nOe today at block H

mee hun and mee

then after eat,

wenT to library

thinking of study

but, aircond rosaK already

zadAO!!!!

then wenT to down stairs

fiNd old frens chit chating

quite a nice feeling

loNG time dinT chat wf tHem

miss theM sO much ^^

duNo they miss me or not ^^

haha hope miss me too la ^^

Mr ZhonG yi

Mr yew muN

MISs Sok wei

and miss jun ee but she noT there

haha xD

hOpe ouR friendshiP last foever

_______________

then go clas siT wf thomas

this fello

hehe always is he make me wana study

because of his words

his naging

i study ^^ seriesly

thank yoU bro ^^

plz comment mY comment and put thomas xD

__________________________________

then on the other hand in the evening , i wenT to westlake wf meow and her classmates

zadaO

got one girls say i see her ass

zadaO reali

lol

her ass very nice meh haha whO wan to see wor xD

jokinG nia la , if she see this sure i kena lOl like ah kam kena kill

they are reali a jokers

playing arounds

very funny

then i follow them go pasar malam

bou8ght soya, keropok, wedges, ice ream

zadao the ice cream ... meow is taking the ice cream then i see a girl besides her then i ma see who izit loh

the girl looking at me say yer he is lloking at me i noT dared to try the ice cream already

zadaO!!! gaO gao!!!

haiz

watever la lol

mY face reali sO fierce kah??

then we going back to mY house

we go KFC

celebrate wah zaI birthday

lol...

___________________then back home again

sudenly a call

ringtone of ; "in the ends "

meow meow calling

zadao

she says 2day calls too much d over d

sO nOw cal is free until 12 o clock

so chat awhile then shut liao

hmmm nothing liao la. jZ gambateh for finals la ^^

new life new journey becomes new JJ

2010-08-24T04:59:00.000-07:00

Quality is never an accident,

it is always the result of high intention,

sincere effort, intelligent, direction, and skillful execution.

I saw thIs phrases, it inspired me verY much.

hmmm, when i saw tis phrases

i know this world do not exists unsuccessful person

only exists lazy person

yes , im talking about myself

yea....

so,

dont do now

when u r going to do

is jz

u wan do now

or u wan do one more time

jz like tat

actually

tis few days

i have been sliping for duno how many hours

since when i wake up

i oso duno

so, jz keep it uP

2day, i go to class

nothing weird happen xD

jz feel not real

tis world reali complicated

many complicated things

feel useless but is usefull

feel usefull but useless

weird weird

happy things

sad things

boring things

many many things

jz to make u feel uncomfortable

sO,

thing it easy

and think like a child

and things will be easy

wad thing oso scared

scared scared

when it will be successs?

waiting waitng

duno wait wad LOr JJ

shit JJ

eat shit la JJ

_____________________cloze

things tat hapen in this week

yesterday BBQ with FE2

ex classmates

and play mafia until 2 am

since from 6 pm

geng

after tat we went back

they continued play until 6 am

sOt sOT xD

damn geng

then erm nothing much things hapen d la

hah.. hope mY life will be a nice one

hai hai

long time dint write on it

i tink

im reali outdated bah

recentlY

feel myself like ah pek

think sO werid things

3 8 oso

hai hai

hope i can do more exciting things

so

my day wil nOt piss oFF

will piss on

^^

arg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wan eat thing leh

but sO full

later break leh my stomach

eat reali is my hobby nOw xD

i love eat!!!

recentlY FAt a lOt lIao

chaM...

need to keep fit d

hope tis coming thursday

i can control myself hehe

when yoU boRn , u started to fall

2010-08-18T03:24:00.001-07:00

damN a mOOdy day

i have skip 2 class,

i reali canoT stand uP

i canoT

wad makes me feel sO bad ?

wad makes me down until liKe tat

fren who knOw me well

sure kNow wads goiNG on

cOZ starts froM i was a child

im like tis

doesn't change at all

even worst than when i was a child....

haiz...

but everytIme after a sad moment

i can stand up like nothing hapen

step into even a worst hole

...... haiz

i believe, everyone got their own weakness

everyone got their own problem to concured

so, the thing i need to concure is " i must do the thing i dun like to do"

izit??

i dun like to study

i dun like to do work

no no

i like to study

but when the thing is getting more and more

i wil lost myself

say tat

i pass can already

tis have plug in my life

i hate!!!!

i wil think

next semester i can try again

haiz

so, i canoT !!!! i must started

life is short,

there are how many ten years are waiting for u??

there are nothing is waiting to u

just u r waiting urself to do something

and how many things u can do in ur life??

u duno

and it is waiting u to grab it by ur self

i hate myself now

cOz im reali nothing in tis world

the oni thing i can do

the oni thing i usually do

is just a peace of shit

meaningless

useless!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz

start froM now

i need to tie uP mYself

clean up myself

cuT down all useleess thing in my body

and started to face mY new day

i knOw

2mlo will be a beter day

if u continued doinG the good thing

tat u think it is rights

i guess some one will know

some one will kNow

and some one will say

good jOb jj

T.T.........................ARG!!!!!

12.00 am iN the mid nigh

2010-07-04T09:02:00.000-07:00

counting the sheep

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10...

bUt i reali canot faLL asleep

cham..

2mlo tutorial haven done

QT2 exaM jUst over

it will be a worst midterm i ever get i think

reali bad

i reali duNOP how to do

haiz

moodY

arg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mY world

make me feel wan carzy

arg!!

where i can get mY peacefuLL world?

whY life is sO complicated?

i think is because gOd dOes it rights?

why?

cOz human is sO complicated?

too easy canoT?

too hard canoT?

wtF!!!!!!!!!!

hOme sdweet hOme ^^

2010-06-21T19:23:00.000-07:00

i think nOwadays i will talkinG aboUt fOOd ^^

fOOd make me crazY

foOd make me happy

foOd make me wan it

fOOd make me love it

wOw !!!!!!!!!!!

release stress tOO wuHOOO

now i wan tO introduse a dish froM mY mUm

kacang soup bUt finish adY xD

goreng ermm mii hun ke

chili padi wuHOO hOt man

zoomiNg shOwinG off xD wuhuhuhu

hI gUys again

is been a loNg time i dinT uPload the blOg

i think the time when i uPload mY blOg is the time i sad

bUt now i wan tO change mY styLe

hehe

i wiL onlY write happy things wuHOOO

be right back hehe

r 3 s u l t o u T

2010-05-29T20:58:00.000-07:00

thanks amitabbah popi po pi

finaly i can get mY ptptn

^^... hapi hapi

never say bye bye tO utar anymore

i must try hard to get more good result ^^

gambateh...>>>>>

J J ' s bIG d@Y (^^)))>>>>

2010-05-20T09:36:00.000-07:00

haPY bIrthdaY jj ^^ ... canOt believe u old 1 year liao getting older and older ^^ ((>>>

.earlY in the morning i wake uP i on mY computer wOw all is facebOOK wishes

thank yOU alkl mY friens whO wishes me

i have replY alll ^^ i promises..

then mUm coOK me mee suA ^^ damN nice hehe

goT twO eggs

then , i fetch sister tO skuL and come back

i gO fetch meow meow come mY house then i bath ,

watch iP man 2 hehe

iP maN 2

before that we gO starbuck buy a cake and coffe frapucinO wf chocolate chiPs damn nice ^^

starbucks

frapucinnu and cheesecake

finished nice ^^

showing off ^^

im eating

bill ^^

then we gO juzcO inside buY some snack for genting triP

3 day 2 night

scared scared hehe

then we gO watch movie

after watching

i fetch mY sister back froM sckuLL

then we start ouR dinner ^^

steamboat ^^ yeah !!!!

steamboat !!! xD

then after eaeting dad fetch bro go tuition

i tot im planing to watch movie bUT

auntie already bUY cake for me sO i gO old j j shoping awhile the fetch bro back froM his tuition

then celebrate ouR birthday

mY brother me sister and mY mother

me 20 sister 21 mum 22 in maY wOw ^^

me ^^20 may

brother 11 may

mUm 22 may

sister 21 may she wish tO born in 20 of may!!!xD

11 20 21 22 may birthday familY mUm damn chuN lIke kena loterY xD

diNT siNg birthday soNg jz take pic haha xD!!

meow meow

lemon sparklinG juice nice ^^

birthday present ^^
mum present for me ^^
sponcer 's daughter

mUm present again ^^

wish mY resulT in exaM all can pass la ^^ amitabaH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

being a tortise or a rabbit??

2010-04-17T06:40:00.000-07:00

累不累　睡不睡　單影無人相依偎

夜越黑　夢違背　有誰肯安慰(難追難回味)

我的世界將被摧毀　或許頹廢也是另一種美

feel that my dead end is coming

feel that life is jz like cycling

after cycling for a distances

u must stoP ur leg being continued step on

haiz

being a man is reali gard

many things need to catch uP

canoT jz stoP there forever

many thing need to understand

many things need to be cruel

life is cruel

people wont scare u slower than them

but people wil scare u faster than them

haiz life reali

canoT people jz walk at the same speed

no need to run sO far

tired man

all be a family

happy family

hOw gOOd iT is rights???

hai hai

y must life man must keep on fighting wf a man>?

canoT jz laugh here and there

eat sleep

and happy life

but tis is impossible rights??

try ur best la bodoh

think sO childish la jj

stupid jj

baKAA

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2010-04-17T06:32:00.000-07:00

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oNe droP oF tear rain

2010-03-09T19:23:00.000-08:00

oNlY sad, onlY wiL thiNk about writing something

is jZ a feeling. i nOe, but reali very hard pain.

when the 1st step i step ouT of the exam hall

i noe

i reali nOe wad will going to hapen

is true

....

i jZ have to acept it

i Noe wad i will get

i have to

acept it

im reali useless

T.T

everytIme

oni down thing will write here

i hoPe the next

i will catch uP

_________________________

i must help myself

without anyone

i can do it

i will be fine.

T.T

i will find ouT myself

T.T... wuwu

tis is jz to write to myself

i must enjoY every moment

when ever is a sad thing

or a happy thing

sure got its meaning

i jz have to go through it

wad ever things hapen

is a test for me

^^...

;...<

haiz

hope it wil be a fine day for me 2day

nOw is 11.30 am

jz back froM macro clas

i feel sO down >,<... wuwuwu

2day need to go back .. wuwu..

having lunch on my ownself

think ing

is a good feeling

but sad feeling

~~~~~你要離開我知道很簡單

~~~~~~~你說依賴是我們的阻礙

~~~~~~就算放開但能不能別沒收我的愛

~~~~~~~當作我最後才明白

maybe, i jz have to dO that?...

T.T...

i jz have to try on my own way

sad dy jj in the nigh 夜曲

2010-02-28T09:13:00.000-08:00

wUwUwU.. haiz canT sleep ,

sO, wake up a while,

一群嗜血的蚂蚁被腐肉所吸引
我面无表情看孤独的风景
失去你爱恨开始分明
失去你还有什黱事好关心
当鸽子不再象徵和平
我终於被提醒
广场上餵食的是秃鹰
我用漂亮的押韵
形容被掠夺一空的爱情
啊乌云开始遮蔽夜色不乾净
公园里葬礼的回音在漫天飞行
送你的白色玫瑰
在纯黑的环境凋零
乌鸦在树枝上诡异的很安静
静静听我黑色的大衣
想温暖你日渐冰冷的回忆
走过的走过的生命
啊四周弥漫雾气
我在空旷的墓地
老去後还爱你
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音
心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲很轻
我给的思念很小心
你埋葬的地方叫幽冥
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
而我为你隐姓埋名
在月光下弹琴
对你心跳的感应
还是如此温热亲近
怀念你那鲜红的唇印
那些断翅的蜻蜓散落在这森林
而我的眼睛没有丝毫同情
失去你泪水混浊不清
失去你我连笑容都有阴影
风在长满青苔的屋顶
嘲笑我的伤心
像一口没有水的枯井
我用凄美的字型
描绘後悔莫及的那爱情
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音
心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲很轻
我给的思念很小心
你埋葬的地方叫幽冥
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
而我为你隐姓埋名在月光下弹琴
对你心跳的感应还是如此温热亲近
怀念你那鲜红的唇印

為什麼這樣子你拉著我說你有些猶豫
怎麼這樣子雨還沒停你就撐傘要走
已經習慣不去阻止你過好一陣子你就椰^來
印象中的愛情好像頂不住那時間
為什麼這樣子你看著我說你已經決定
我拉不住你他的手應該比我更暖
鐵盒的序變成了日記變成了空氣演化成回憶
印象中的愛情好像頂不住那時間所以你棄權

wUwU,

duno why

juST sudenly want to hear jay's song

froM when im a teenager

i started hear his music

sometimes quite nice to hear his song

meaningful

tO me...

(people not all the time will hapy

(people not all the time will sad

(sometimes happy things hapen

(sometimes sad things hapen

(so ??

life is like tat wad!

jz need to improve

...........................zzzzzzzzzzzzz

如果邪惡　是華麗殘酷的樂章
(那麼正義　是深沉無奈的惆悵)
它的終場　我會　親手寫上
光) 晨曦的光　風乾最後一行憂
(那我就點亮　在灰燼中的
微傷
(那麼雨滴　會洗淨黑暗的高牆)

黑色的墨　染上安詳

duno wad kinda type

duno how to describe my feeling

so,

jz let jay come sing fOr me

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

belum try belum tahu, sudah try hari hari mahu xD

2010-01-24T06:42:00.001-08:00

loL, yO, !!^^xD'

duN think something nOt gOod yea!!

haha,

long time diNt uPdated

haiz

sO scare tO updated,

hai

scare i crY again xD...>>>>>T.T

jz back froM hometown again,

sad sad,

homesick again neh,

face dint loOk like sick bUT mY heart sick leh wuwuwu,

i miss mum's dish, i miss dad's smoke, i miss bro and sis querel sound..

i miss everything haiz

manY thing to think nowadays

haiz

hope i can go through

reali hOpe !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope wad i take will like water splesh

splesh away

arg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

__________________________________

now i just finish do my timetable

see sook wei do de timetable very nice hehe

so i do lu

.......nothing to write lah haiz

weird day !!!!!

2010-01-13T09:31:00.000-08:00

earlY in the morning,

after wake up

wenT down to have my breakfast,

ermm wad have i eat ?

eat err drink a cup of nestum

then ermm forget ler

aih! reali old jOr

then mum fetch sister to tuition then back

i fetch sister go to skull

then follow mum go pay the bill in post office

hai my house got financial problem nowadays

if my dad duN have a jOb

we reali will eat shit

haiz and my frien got a business

duno i will join or not

maybe or maybe not

noW mY study is sO sucks

and if i join this

i scare i will canoT catch uP the work

arg!!! hOpe i can try.....mY very best

i wish noT to joIn la bUt im thinking mY house financial problem Now

so,

i reali canoT take a risk like tis

hai hai im reali fan now

scare no time for the study

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>back to the story

before fetch mY brother back

i went to pasar wf mum

near chi leung there

then oni go fetch mY brother back froM tuition

then wenT back hOme

then nite after mum cook

i eat a bIT then evening after dad eat he fetch sis to tuition

then back i fetch

me mum and bro wenT to jj to bOOk the shirt so that 2mlo we can get the cheap shirt

then,

duno maybe i much toooo think>>>>>

then i ask mum aboUt the shirt

mum say i will nOt wear that kiNd of shirt haiz

iz a jacket nOt shirt

i see the price quite cheap

so,

i ask mY mUm

haiz

then i angry

cOz mumsays i wont wear that kInd of shirt

maybe i too sensitive

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

not that oni la

cOz mum alway buy brother shirt oni

and i jZ standing there

like no shirt or pants for me

and duN have size oso

wan diet already

to keep fit for cny

if not everyone will laugh at me

arGg!!!

im stress that time

then wenT back

i wenT play basket ball wf my frien haha

releasing mY stress

we lost the match

but i quite happy playing wf them

after play we wenT mak mak yum cha and chit chating xD

many bad words and hamsaP word come oUt frOm our mouth

quite nice to have a man talk like tat

hehe

like back into secondary skuLL

i love the feeling hehe

thnx guYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

s u n d A y traveL

2010-01-11T17:18:00.000-08:00

i k e A

sunday, yea it was sunday,

i wenT to damansara there wf meow meow de frien,

tat day i m sick, but i stil go, then kena scold by meow meow,

haha bUt iT was nice there when the day become dark,

the light and atmosphere there,

feel like i become rich d wakaka...

cOz there r many rich people and anG mO lAng wakak

then, follow her frien shoP at ikea loH , bY the time im tired d, sO take some rest at the new

sOfa wakaka, damn nice the sofa smooTh smOth like taofU,

then dar dar take lOh haha he gO siT at the low quality de sofa wakak

mY oNe is quality kakaak

tis is the sofa she sit hehehe

after shOp at ikEa,

we wenT tO the curve shop,

there are nice ,

the atmosphere will not like other shoping mall like giant, the store, or the parade

hah xD.. quite a nice place to shop

then tis was ouTside de food there got stalls

many people shoP there

dar dar buy two pant wow, she buy pants

i wana pay it buT she dun let haih , and mY wallet she keep it wuwuwu

then we take picture at near the avatar hehehe

wow mY turn neh

iT was nice hehe ^^ after we takke dinner in kim gary

then tats the day we end it hah

nowadays quite lazy to updated mY bLog haha xD..

oso no people will read

jZ for fun

think tat i will lost my memory

so write a bit loH xD wakakka

new ^L i F 3 ^ will begiN

2010-01-09T03:48:00.000-08:00

afraid of,

frightened of,

scare of,

tention of,

wuwuwuwu.....n3w life will start

haiz relationshIp between mUm and dad is sO numb now,

earlY in the morning,

i wake up in 10 ++like tat wenT down to havE my breakfast,

then sudenlY dad ask me 2day got go antwer or not

i say noPe then he ask me go 2gether to grandma house

after tat i know oni me go

sO nOt reali wan to go actually

then i think tat next week im going back kampar sooN

then,

follow lU

wenT to see grandma

haih, then after that back d

we went there sekinchan to have our lunch

the atmosphere is nOt very gOod

haiz

all the time quiet

no sound at all

less people eat there

after eat then straight away back klang d

damn tired,

reach home continued my sleep

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

the end of tis day.

_________________________________

1 more week to enjoYed

hope i can hang oUt wf frienz

tat long time dint meet

enjOyd yea dear frien

im tire....

2010-01-05T09:57:00.000-08:00

.......

im tIRe oF thinking of the future

i will become qi ma kan.. if i continue thinking xD.

sO, the best way, dump all thing let the gOd think ?

hah xD

.................................be ahppy always yea soN

duN let the ligtning strike on u

but u strike the lightning

xD... reali qi ma kan la u jj

xD...............

whole dayS... jz eat walAO

eat eat eat

always eat

u NOt scare people duMp u kah!!!!

stiL eat

eat until bulat bulat stupid fat shit!!!!!!!!!!

...xD must exercise neh. seriesly

if nOt people wiLl call me uncle d hahx xD..

erm got anything to say ar

no special thing jz back froM the cinema

tis is mY second time for the avatar

stiL sO nice hahx...

nice environment ler...

turOk macto?

wakaka

is jZ a bIg bird rights?

wakakak

stupid birds

.....haix

skUl going to oPen ler.. jj

wad u goNa dO?

if faiL hOw?

hai dinT think oF that ler

.... let the gOd thiNK arG!! aleluyeah wOw..na mO guani pu sAT.. yena na ...alham dulla!!

reali qimakan d jj !!!! xD... xxxxx

1sT daY oF the 2010

2010-01-01T07:34:00.000-08:00

SUnwaY piramId couNtdown wOw!!!

last night ,

we wenT suNwaY piramiD countdown,

there were sO manY people there haha

saw sokme of them druNk wOw

oH yea before countdown,

i wenT fOR movie wf mY girl frien hehe

bodYguard and the assasin

1st time i write girl frien neh shY shY wakak

we watch the body guard and the assasin

wOw .. damN nIce movie

watch until wan cry leh hai hai

damN nice i love it .. when the actor of the yip man fight damn nice hehe

___________________________________________________

after moviE we wenT dinner at steak hOuse wf mY familY and cousin

we share a blackpeper chickenchop and a juMbO ice lemoN tea ^^

then aftER thAT,

we wenT suN waY piramiD for the new year countdown damN!!

hehe!!^^~~__

there are sO manY people there watching the fire works

damn i diNt take daO the pictures hehe
lOl xD duNo takE wad picture im no talent taking photo leh hai haha
there are clown there playiNg wf the kiDs haha
they are watchiNg the clown dancing haha xD

me and meow in piramid after countdown
verY tire nEh haiz sienz.. xD

after that, we wenT tO play bolling at piramid until 2 am in the morning wOw feel gOod haha

bolling court in sunway piramid

yeah playinG bollIng yeah !!

____________________reach hOme is aboUt 3 am already . . . manY poliS blOck tOOO

dad dun have licence stiLL drive geng xD.... then after that slIP loh after bath end of the eve year of the 2010 wOW

new start

new life

new chellenge!!! ^^~!!!!@#$%

oh yea!! forgoT one thing haha

2009-12-28T04:49:00.000-08:00

when i shop at juZcO

i wenT tO the toY there,

there are parenT and kids

the kids are all verY fuNNy

they can tell their parenT who is tis character and wads is the story

and the parenT can stiLL ask questiOn haha xD

i m damN laughing there haha

parenTs can listen to kids until sO clearlY

i think when i become a dad

i'll understand bah ^^

happY monday good luck

quite a noRmal daY

2009-12-28T04:25:00.000-08:00

earlY iN the morning,

alsO wake uP in the morning 9 something

then i gO tO bUY nasi lemak for breakfast,

then after eat the breakfast online awhile play restaurant city ..

then after that follow mum go juZcO shoPIng

i have buy many new T-shirt,

then we gO kiM garY eat lunch and dabaO Mc D for brother to eat

then wenT back fetch brother went for his tuition class

then wenT tO bUy a new basket ball

then wenT tO pasar malam at eng ann

the traffic are sO jAM

untiL canoT mOve

then ask dad wenT tO fetch brother back

then mum went back to cook

ah yea yesterday night

i have watch the lord of the ring movie

the 1st of the lord of the ring

hehe 2day wan continue watch number 2

yea verY nice

life is like tat

we must find thing to make ourself happy

if noT will become older

...........

sudenly duN have mood already ...

haih

must find other thing to make myself happy

that all for 2day ha ha ha !!!

another morning again..><..

2009-12-27T17:09:00.000-08:00

L change the world

duNo why when come back tO hometown

im always wake up so early..

nOw is 9 something,

consider early for me hehe if in kampar

sure i wake up 12 pm or 1 pm afternoon .

haha xD

haih.

duno why

i feel somw kind of no more power alrleady

like no motivation to dO anYthinG

like im a cacat people

....................always jz kNow hOw tO eat slip play eat slip play........

until i die continued doinG all the things

i dO hope all this kind of feeling will gone.

i hope i can continued my study

i reali scare i kena terminated.

haiz

gOd bless me yea

>,<......and

i duN have much frien frOm nOw

iM nOt the jj u kNow last time

my frien is lesser lesser and lesser already

i dinT say anything bcOz of "u" yea

i jZ express my feeling

im the one whO ruine all this

hope jj wilLbe back

like the "L change the world"

become jj change the world!!!

i love L ^^

bOrinG suNday...haih

2009-12-27T05:01:00.000-08:00

woke uP earlY in the morning , bUT dO nothing,

jz eat slIP online,

and watch movie,

reali duNO wad is the kind of the life is this,

if a person duN have anythings to do

or anY objectives

is a very suffer. haih.. duN have anY activiti

duN have anY frien tO hang ouT oso............

i hate the life im havinG nOw

........

i heard mY frien says tat

oUr life is change bY oUrself

izit??....hOw?

i wana change buT

something is canot be change

if i change

wiLL scold b y people

will querel wf people

i reali hate

arGG

say stay at house and duN cloze inside the room

i did already

bUT

i m very hate

.......nOt the same meh??

im alsO online and dint do anything alsO

arGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

earlY iN thE mOrniNG...~~~^^^** 6.30am

2009-12-26T14:24:00.000-08:00

haiz.. mY face nOW...

wOW, i woKe uP sO earlY neh,

duNO y,

maybe canoT slIP bah. then wake uP lU

moOD verY moODy,

haiz

maybe a biT thing wiLL affect mY mooD neh

emO angel plz save me xD...

holidays , nOw is the fifth day already,

time pass verY fast

haiz...

im damn scare the time nOw

manY things i haveN dO

i hopE time reverse back tO back,

wuwuwu..

i kNOw tats imposible

life is like tat neh.....

________________________when i think back wad i did

is reali childish

i have done many childish things nowadays

hope i will change.. nOt everyone is a perfect person ya i kNow

________________

bUt, hOw to become perfect???>,..>....everyoNe oso wan eprfect rights

hai hai

become superman lOH??xD

superman

hai hai.... noWadays i damn no mood everyday

after exam also no mood

must be happy ma.. dunO y.

i have change my personality

become another person already

im not the jj lIke last time

haiz duNO y

i can chat wf frien until midnite

i can hang around until morning.

maybe im old already ^^

canoT slIp tOO late

if slIP tii late whole body pain xD....haha reali old already

______________________________to be continue

weird daY

2009-12-26T07:23:00.000-08:00

earlY iN tHe morniNg,

wakE uP and work ffs awhile,

and the stuPid scammer,

scam me.

untiL mY ffs sO broKe d

haiz

nO moOD plaY ffs already,

then gO rOOm sliP awhile,

wake uP mUm back then coOk mee ,

then i eat lU

then whole afternOOn sO sienz

then watch movie awhilke lu then dad come and toOK mY car gO repair change the 4 tyre

all change to new 1000 plUs pluS

then,

im watchinG initial d ><.. i loVe mY car verY mUch

jZ lIke mY car already hehe

i canoT waiT tO drive my car again hehe ^^

then evening after bath

i went foR neighbouR open hOuse

belOw is the house tat i have toOk the pIctures

quite nice^^

tis is the front

tIs is the neighbour of the house

there are crowded inside

tis is their spa roOm wOW

i wish tO have one at mY house too

mum say next time come their hOuse take bath hehe

and tats iT mY dAY 2daY

life .... jz depend on hOw we wish foR ouR lifE

if we wish for a boring life

tats a boring life waitinG for u

buT u wish to have a happy life

there will be a happy life waiting for u

oH yea ,, christmas fOR dar dar

2009-12-26T00:17:00.000-08:00

chritmas presenT fOR dar dar ^^~~

forgOt tO publish ^^ haha

mY bloG nOt mUch people read

publish nvm hehehe

merry christmas ^^and the happy new year

christmas elve~~~^^

2009-12-25T23:12:00.000-08:00

^^s u N w A y pY rA mID ^^```

merrY cHriStmas (everybOdY) ^^

wakE uP earlY in tHE morning,

i smell the chrismas smell

hehe... we plaN tO gO suNwaY pYramiD,

near subanG there,

ready for tHe couNtdown

mY bro sis cousin and

dar dar couIsn and frienz

wOW

sO manY people gather to count down

^^~~~~,

the atmosphere is sO goOD,

tis is the time when they r count down
thEY r playinG wf the thing ^^

sO nice, they running around and spray people

then after that we take some pictures,

j j ^^

meOW meOW

nice trEE at sunwaY hoteL there ^^ heehee

mi zean and her sister heehee~~!!

mY brother and sister ,

although got querel a biT,

i hoPe i wiLL noT querel wf u forever,

i knOw im damN nO good,

buT,

i wiLL change yea,

swear it,

mY life style and emotion and result will change

i wiLL believe wad i have

and wad can i dO

life is sO miserable,

gambateh and meery chrismat tO all mY friens

i will change to another jj

after all,

finallY final finish ^^ yeah!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-23T06:56:00.000-08:00

yesterdaY, after exam ,

we flY tO ipoH juZcO ,

watch aVaTaR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wOw damN nIce hahaa

A v A t A R !!!!!!!!!!!!wOw ^^

tHe grapghic is damN nice deK!! wakaka

the technologY damN yeng neh^^

sakai girl wakkaka!!!

damN yeng ^^

before wenT watch the movie,

we wenT to eat the mC d

haiz damN manY people

cOz is juZcO member day

the parkiNg is sO fULL

we find the parking for about 1 hoUr

haiz

then wenT tO mc donald

before tis

i and dar dar wenT eat sushu alreadY

hehe

after watch tHem eat ^^

then wenT aVatAr loH!!!!!!!!!!! wOW

damn nice

although is two hOur 45 minits

reali worth tO watch hehe

nOw back hOmetown already yeah!!

2mlo is the christmast elve

wow

we plan tO gO piramid watch jay choU mOvie ^^

treasure hunter wow yeah!!!!!!!!!!!canoT waiT hehe

happY hoLiday yeah everybOdy ^^

jj iZ back.... thinkinG oF hapPy thing ^^

2009-12-19T23:35:00.000-08:00

the bodyguard and the assasin

avatar

alvin and the chickmuns

princes and the froG

arG!!!

hope i wiLL be alright

manY thiNg waitiNg fOr me ^^

frustrated daY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-19T21:33:00.000-08:00

wake uP earlY iN tHe 3 am morning,

after doNe,

nono

after tHe sad thing,

back hOme watch movIe,

then 11 lIke tat wenT tescO buy something and breakfast wf hOusemate...

then

when breakfastiNg

kena saman again !!!!!!!!!!!!!! arG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damN nOt lUckY haiz

haiz

sekali guS!!!!!!!!! all sad thing somes wuwuwudamn sad

hai

i stiLl left 1 exam

duNo wan tO do wad

and nO mOOd oso after all things hapen..><

need relax mY self now!!!!!!!

iF nOt goNNa kill people already

life is lIke tat

haiz nEEd face all sad things

nOt all the time is happy things

hoPe

i can stand foR it

mY life iS sO balance???

is iT???

after have tHe gOOd thngs

bad things have tOO

i mean mYself !!!

hate mYself

nO one is perfect???

buT

all people tat i meet all is sO gOOd and perfect

wuwuwu

jZ hate iT mYslef !!!

meoW biRthdaY ...morning

2009-12-17T21:12:00.000-08:00

earlY iN the moRning 8 am already wake uP,

because she need tO registered subjEcT fOr her frien,

sO, i wakE uP awhile tOO,

tHen sliP balIk again haha untiL 9 or 10 am lIke tat

we wake uP again,

we plaY facebOOk awhiLe then ,

plaN tO have breakfast,

i wonder wer to have breakfast,

sO i plAn tO gO sushi kIng tO eat.

sO after brush teeth change clothes ,

we begiN ouR jouRney.

sushi restaurant (kamPar)

we wenT for tescO intO the sushi restaurant ^^

ouR breakfast ^^

i most lIke tHe tamagO, bUt cholestroL haiz she alwaz scold me that

sO canoT eat tOO much xD

sO many choice^^

hoT green tea

we have tHe hOt green tea ^^

tat tiMe stiLL raining ,

sO iT was quite a good feeling ^^ when drinkiNg the hot grteen tea ^^

____________________________________

after we finish eating , we wenT tO pay the biLL

iF is digI user, can bUY one free one ^^ yeaH!! sO nIce

then gOt 1 promotiOn is tO sighn uP tO be a member

RM 2) and free 20 voucher and got free gifts tOO ^^

i think tIs iS tO stoRe the tOOthpick^^

20 voucher ^^

sushi member card yeah!! 10 percent discount ^^ yeah !!

and free calender tOO ^^ haha 2010 wan la of course ..

after that we went back tO hOstel le ^^

2mlo she gopt exam somemore

luckily nOt in the birthday ,

sO she need stUdy nOw

gambateh

birThday girl ^^

happY birthday

T a N S a N M e o w

muaks ^^ lOl

and gOOd morning ^^

hapPy biRthday tO mY little darling ^^

2009-12-17T08:22:00.000-08:00

hapPy bIrThdaY tO mY daR daR ^^ xD

sO nicE cake neh ^^ hehe............actually u knOw i wiLL celebrate wf u la

jz duNo hOw i celebrate oNi mar ^^

stiLL wan people tO hoLd fOr u tO cuT tHe cake ceh ^^

yeah !! cake almost finish neh

stiLL small kah?? stiLL playiNg cake war haha lIke a chiLd la u san meow

looK lIke iM the birThday bOy hehe xD

sORRy lU,,, alwaz make u angRy and querel wf u..^^ sorry

komEnasai!!

tIs is tHe one whO help me tO deliver the cake tO mY room ^^ hehe

thank due ^^

hoPe u happY yea ^^

thanks arigator gozaI mazZZ

the end ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~wonderfuL meow biRthday

oNe daY befoR3??

2009-12-17T06:13:00.000-08:00

earlY iN the mOrning ,

i woKe uP at 7 am lIke tat morning tO play basket ball witH friens

although i slept at 3 am in the morning,

bUt i stiLL can wake uP hehe^^

nIce nice

bUT 2day nOt iN the gOOd mOOd iN playiNg basketball,

maybe iM tOO manY troubLe?

haha

then,

i wenT breakfast aT laksA tHere,

damN nIce and the watermelon drinKs damN nice ^^

then i wenT chuNg yI hOuse chat awhile

tHen i gO tO checK the car bUt nEEd waiT verY lOng sO i wenT back hOme 1sT and take the raM froM waI hONg

then fIx iT fOr mEOw meow

then after that

we watch stORm warriors1

watch untIl veri tires iN tHe hal;f waY >,<

hai

sienz

then slIP awhile

we wenT for diNner

steambOat and roasts

half waY eating ,

see her face?? sO cuTe rights??

xD....

tIs iS the meat that roasT bY zhANgfoNg

u sEE he sO pro rights?? hah

tiS iS chiscken hehe

tIs iS tHe rubbIsh after we finish eating ^^ xD

tis iS thomas sister and her frien s ^^ lOl

tHomas hiang and andrew ^^

after eating we wenT back ..

and waiT for the surprize?? hehe

lets count down hehe ^^

after market-iNG tEsT.

2009-12-16T09:54:00.000-08:00

after tHe marketing test,

i lIke release froM the 100 years prison,

after thomas fetch me back tO hostel,

i wenT tO iPoH tGV tO watch christmas carol ^^

althoUgh tHe movie in the begining iS bOring,

bUt after that ,

the story iS quite intetrestinG

and vErI fuNNy ^^

it was an happY ending

and quite meaning fuLL ^^ hehe

we have mc danald as dinner ^^

lonG time dint eat mc donald,

quite a goOd feeling for 2day tO watch movIe ^^

___________________________

after we wenT back,

after awhile,

mY frien camE tO mY house and talk stoRy ^^

haha

quite a funnY person

after that we wenT tO have aBc ice while chating ^^ hehe

then,

wenT back hOme again ^^

sO buSY man wakaka ,

hoPe 2mlo wilL be a goOd daY tOO

need to repair mY car 2mlo,

gO checK for tHe froN problem and alignment,

got sound,><

verI scary man

nIte

tats iT for 2day yeah!!xD

one day xD

2009-12-02T07:06:00.001-08:00

wake uP at 9.45 today,

class at 11 to 12.30pm

sO after wake uP have mY break fast iN new town , chicken rice

dar dar oso eat chicken rice,

after eating ,

then went tO rpint something onlY gO to skuLL

it was mY second last tutorial

feel sO stress

fianl iz nearer

i feel scarY >,<

then after class i wenT tO repair mY car

i bOugt a player tat can play soNg wf pendrive iN my car ^^

hehe XD sO hapPY

then wenT tO mY lecture after felCt dar dar tO skULL

then

the lecture gary

hope he wilL gIve us the tipS

hope sO

then i wenT back tO facebOOK

then eat a cuP of magi wuhOOO

then nap awhile

then fetch dar back

we wenT tO mm have oUr diner

nice pataya wuhOOO

sO delicious

sO haPPy ^^ xD

yOu seee she eat untiL sO concentrates

wow

haha

eat oso sOOO concentrated wakakka xD

then wenT back ahile and waiT until 10 pm

dar dar wan gO yuM cha wf frien sO i fetch her to yuM cha and wenT back tYPe bLog ^^

hoPe mY life wiLL be easy gO lUckY

gambaT!! ^^ xD

~^* b a d l u c k *^~

2009-11-20T05:50:00.001-08:00

i wok3 uP earLY iN tHe mOrnIng,

yea, tO fetch meow to skuLL,

then i back tO meOw hOuse again

thiNking tO back mY house awhile

sO, i back tO my house ,

then sudenlY i feel like ,

wan tO fiNd something to release mY stress

sO , i wenT to play basket ball..

wuwuwu

sO,

while playing basketball

alone

someone came

he see me sO lonely

then he come wf his gf which i kNow them tOO

then while playing

he wan tO challenge fOr shOting

sO i feel sO boring then play LOh

bUt iF lose

there is a punishment

then i m weak

sO i kena punish bY pumping arounf 50 wuUWu xD sO sad

then i back home tO eat maggi :sedaP" brand

two packet

uNtiL nOw oso gOt the taste of the maggi

xD..... the maggi damn nice lOng time dint eat d

i wan tO bUy vege bUt friday dint open

sO back eat maggi

......................then after tat i bath then gO fetch chONg YI and juNn ee tO skuLL

after tat tHomas come

after half an hour

meOw fiNish class

i ask her tO JOin mY class

she jOin

after she come , i feel that i nO more sleEpy

tats iz a gOOD sighn

xD..............................

i kNow ktis mid term

i wiLL get a bad results

................hOpe the persoN whO faiL is not me T.T

cOZ tutors say 1 persOn fail

veri scare

next week presentatioN

i hOpe i caN gO throUgh iT

wilL be nervoUs

i think

hand wiLL shakIng lIke sick

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

after class have end i went back then fetch chOng yI went tO kTm

hope he wiLL be fine

then after that,

i wenT to eat sushI

long time diNt eat

jZ eat abOut RM21

two persoN

then after eat

already 6

i think i nOt gona eat again

sO i have rejeCt hianG invitation for dinner 2gether xD ^^

then

nite abOUt 9

i fetch san thien gO klinik

on the way

i kena saman wTF

haiz

watever the polis seems nOt understand wad s discount sienz

sO i have tO pay saman fOr abOut 100

sO sad wuwuwuwuw...

mUm say nVM

pay tO clean the bad lUck xD

hOpe it make sense

2mlo nO more mOvie

hai

fuLL OF people d hai hai

____________________tats iT fOr 2day

i haven bath frOM afternOOn untIl Now XD

im going to bath soON

then dO mY presentatiOn slIde

hoPe i can done it bY 2day

tHen gO fOR yuM cha iF can XD

u hope can yuM cha wf frien

lOng time diNt yUm cha d

wuwuwu

sO sad wuwuwu

like sO pIty like tat

No bOdy ask me yuM cha xD

nOt like last time

haiz

realki manY tHings have change haiz

duNO iz gOod or bad

bUt life iz Lke tat

everytHing must be gone throUgh

tats life

sad hapy stress >>......everytHIng

gambateh

i can dO iT

motivatiOn yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

wher3 is tH3 jj ?

2009-11-20T05:44:00.001-08:00

jj u ther3? r u stIll slip-inG?

everYthIng hav3 change,

yea lIfe dO change a persoN,

jj have change?

yea..

jj nOt saMe lIke the jj who u kNow the jj u knOwn

.......jj have disappear already

wUwUwUwU

where iz the hapPY jj?

where iz the hapPY gO lUcky 's jj?

all goN3

wUwU

i wish tO gO back tO last time

everyoNe dO hope they can flY back tO the time they wan

bUt gOd doesnT le us tO dO so

we jUsT can imagine

lIke doraemOn , time machine?? ^^

___________________________

i hoPe i wiLL be back

_____________________

^ 家吉 ^

2009-11-17T07:21:00.000-08:00

没有打过华语，

就打一次吧…………^^

之从考试过后，

整个人像"重"了很多

我所说的“重” 并不是

我吃多了。

是因为我大难临头了。

上个学期，

成绩不好

这个学期

刚过了个

中学起考试

这次可掺了

我没读完就去考试了

咳！！！

如果这次考试不好

我就掺了

arg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

before mid-term the night

2009-11-13T04:21:00.000-08:00

2mlo midterm,

yeah!! == wtf?

haven study?

izit?

40 marks of the exam

wakao

still bloging

walao

....................

cham liao la

exam how

u dun feel any stress??

jz have dinner wf mi zean and meOw housemate tH3m

yea loNg time dint eat wf sO many people

sO pIty hah xD.. izit???

hai

veri nO mOod tO study

>,<

bUt i love marketing ^^

weird weird haha

==lll

-.-III

hope everythINg wiLL be fine then , kambateh to all mY friens

u all can dO it

hOpe me tooo

think oF going to have a gOod day

the day wiLL be kfine

gambateh

____________________________-the end =.=lll

ya.. mY uncle (hoPe god bless him)___

my aunty( she has to take care of her husband (uncle), son, grandsOn,

gOd bless her tOOO...

hOpe everytHing wiLL be fine

i wilL try tO be come very rich

to save all of tHem

when ever who need help

i help

nO matter wad

i wiLL try tO help the ones who need helps

haiz

bUt Now, the thiNg u have tO do is study 1st

tO gain mOre inpUt more , then

everytHing will be fine

haiz duNo wad am i talkiNg abOUt arG!!!!!!!!!!

wad a daY?? arG!!!

2009-11-11T05:53:00.001-08:00

wake uP late 2day,

2day class iz 11 am wake uP abOut 10 sOmething then go bath

straight away gO eat breakfast infront of the eastlak3,

i eat wan tan mee wf curry chicken,

mEow eat prawn mee,

the mee curry not as nice as the mee at the short cut road to the oldtown there de restorant

haha... xD....

then i went to skuLL fOR marketing tutorial,

xD.. quiet happY 2daY,

then we went to canteen tO watcH twO prety girl eat thier rice hehe

me and yao mIng eat manggo xD...

and we chat there wf wai hOng them

nOw oNly i Know ivone dint study at uTAr d

haiz

sO sad.....

then we went to blOck d tO wait for lecture for marketing

the lecture quiet fuNNy

everytIme share his experience hah

nOw 4kget jOr haha

if anyone remember plz comment me hehe

iz gOOd to remember hehe

next time can use his experience

xD.....................

____________________________________2day mEow cycle to skULL

so i nO need fetch her back in 8 pm class,

sO i went to play basket ball

when i went oUt

oMg!! raining a bIt haha then i terbalik went back

but when i went into the room

the stupid rain stop

kanasai

then i went again. xD.......

i ask eu yang to acompany me play

actuallyy

we jZ watch them play haha

we chat many haha

long time dint chat wf friens like tat

quite miss the feeling tat i lost lOng ago xD

thank yOu eu yang hehe^^

________________________________

the distance tat i will find back myself iz nOt far i think hehe

now raining again

xD.............................

everyNIte raining hehe

sienzzzz

xD.......................

dun gIve uP hOpe

u wiLL found thing s tat iz gOod

ermmm

duNo how to describe hehe

gOod thing la

maybe u r unlucky

or u r in the bad day

buT

u wiLL found things tat s gOOd ^^

jz acept wad is it

dUn bother or think abOut duwan to dO it

yaya i remember

alwaz say a yes when u do a thing

dUn blame wad is the thing is

iz tiring or knOt gOod to u

bUt after u did a thing

u will feel wonderfull ^^

tats wad jj is hah

alwaz says a yes ^^ tO ur life

rainiy day * " ^ ~ T.T..

2009-11-10T05:01:00.000-08:00

............. T__T lll

jj wer r u??

i have lost myself

wuwuwu

tryiNg to find myself back.

i have lost myself....

____________________

2day early in the morning

i went tO skulll

2day is mOp presentation

i m sO scare to present anyway

haiz

think of ponteng 2day xD...

bUt lastly,

i went to skULL ....

arg.. 2day iz veri shUi!!!

for the next next week presentation oral

im nUmber 2

arg!!! hai hai....

nvM haiz ... hOpe i wiLL be alright

when presentation

my hands shaking

alwaz like tat...

tis iz the phobia for me

presentation

im reali scare of iT

_______________________---after the class

i went tO have breakfast wf eliNg and meOw

we have rice in old town

heard of san thien going to shift le

haiz

if he shift le

then the house wil becoming veri quiet

haiz

nO more his voise

jz Like after mi zean wenT back tO pj

whOle house become veri quiet

Now,san thein turnz

tis House will becoming veri quiet haiz

.>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .T..t...

___________________________________

dunO wads the feeling Now??

i caring other people more than me

.........................................................................................rainy day

Now i have become far far away between frien and me

i have friens but none of them are my real friens tat understand me

nOt friens fault bUt mY fault

cOZ i dinT find frienz

alwaz stay at Home ONly... haiz

hoPe i can change

actually i have many frienzz

jz i dINt realise >,<

my life

2009-11-08T20:45:00.000-08:00

wad u wan to be??

i wan to be a tree..

y???

coZ iT wiLL stay there for a long long time

woNt seperate wf the mother of the earth

tHen is tis mean u wan to live loNger

nono

i wan to stay wf the person i love forever

icic izit??

ya cOz be a tree

u wont fan of no money no food

mother of the earth gv everytHing

xD........ arg !!!!!!!!! wad am i talking about???

qi ma kan

xD.. haha

mOrNiNg

2009-11-08T20:27:00.001-08:00

wake up early in the mornIng,

nOtHinG to do ,

querel wf dar dar,

then fetch san thien go pUblic bank change the id and password,

but the publiC bank says : "u r Utar student?", i say yes ! so? he says :oh , u have to go to utar to chage the id and password, on tuesday or thursday, buT last time i went to change, the officer change for me, but Now they says utar student only can change in utar, haiz sienzzz, then i fetch san thien them gO eat breakfast at ghanny, stupid public bank.!!"

ok then,

this afternOOn wad i goNna dO?

yea 2mlo , got mOp presentation,

the tutors dunO wiLL select which person to present

she says if got time all must present if no time , she jz randOm select people and go present iNfroNt..

i scare of presentation,

mY hands will shake like im sick, haiz

mY weakness which iz to present

arg!!! hates

there iz no marks to deduct 2mlo if present like shit

but next week present will count inside the marks haiz

15 mark to go

arg

duNo i can study here How long?

will i say bYe bye to all my friens???

arg hates

hOpe tat i can go through mY degree

if i Lose in the battle

people willl laugh at me

"people"

arg!!!!!!!!!!!!

hate im bor in tis world

tat fuLL of politics

hope everyone iz all frienly person

but tis world fuLL of different kInd of people

we have tO learn how to respond to them

and have to patient of...............

hOpe hope hope........... my life will be easy..

i Like easy life..

no war no anger no politics no nothing tat is bad xD.......

wow tats will be heaven rights?

hah....... i think i 2day write quite many haha xD...........

________________________________________

mY uncle has een hospitalize haiz...

hope he will be all right

his conditions same wf my mum last time,

have to toOk The operation "bLowing the ballons" tats wad the call it the name of the operation

he treat me veri nice

when im smalll , mY mUm has throw me to their house to stay,

when im stIll a baby

mY aunty is baby sitting me, so they jz like mY god mather and father, "mY parents"

Now they have trouble , i mUst save them frOm beig harm by the devil of the sickness

hope mY uncle can win tHis war...

the operatiOn cause thousand and thousand

if dun have enuf money

i will help

if i cant help

i will pray

to bless them

if any hapen to uncle

anuty will veri sad

because uncle iz the only one who alwaz acompanying aunty

wuwuwuwu

they r 50 60 years old already

Now they must be having a great time

but they have to take care of their sons 's son

because they r nOt educated , so they did nOt earn so much

quite sad that i canot do anytHIng.....

gOd bless them ^^

hope everytHing will be all rights

bOrIng daY

2009-11-08T01:48:00.000-08:00

2day,

dar dar nOt at hom3 ,

she wenT tO the church activity,

wuwuwuw left me at hOm3 .

i gOt nO mOod withoUt her ,

totaly get lost, today,

haiz,

___________________________

a p P O l O g I z 3~~~~~ T.T

2009-10-30T01:18:00.000-07:00

i jZ wan tO appologize to eveyon3....

im the people tat says suck on iT...

iM nOt a very clever people...

iM the sucks people that only kNow how to blame ...

sory that u alwaz for give me supports

and patients on me..

but im emotional.

sory,

im controling myself

_________________________________________

2day, i fetch u to school, then when i back to ur house

i feel Iike goIng back mY house,

then i pack my things then gO back mY house,

then watch movies , to make me feel more comfortable,

my minds is negative

alwaz thinks negative,

the lectures says 2days was rights

must tell myselves

i can dO it

jj u r smart

jj r u pro

jj u ca de la

jj there are many things waiting u to done it

T.T

wuwu..

come hOme T.T

2009-10-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

helLO world

hOpe u listening

forgive me if im young

for the speaking out of turn

there's someone i've been missing

i think tat they could be

the beter half of me

they're in their own place to make it right

bUt im tired of justifying

so i say you'll

cOme hOme

coMe home

cause i've waiting for you

for so long for so long ..............~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

wuwuwuwuwu when u wiLl come home???

im waiting wuwuwu.

alwaz y i querel ??

y i angry?

sure gOt mY purpose i agry.

cOZ i tOO miss u T.T

______________________

yesterday back froM the place

i feel sO sad

like i 've lost u

tat seems like take u away froM me

i felt no MOre safe wUwUw

hOpe u come hOme come home

i .ve waiting for so long

so slOng ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

come Home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bY The way u r doing ur assignment Now

i felt sO lonely

nobody here

jz the soNg acompany me gO through all Tis

hOpe u come hgOme come

so long so long

and right now there'z s a war between the vanities

but all i see is you and me

The fight for you is all i ve ever known

ever kNown

so.... come hOme

come hOme T.T~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ENDED

hOpe u miss me tOOOO wuwuwuwu

mY heart pain

2009-10-05T08:48:00.000-07:00

i duNo how tO describe me nOw,

mY heart reali pain

duNo i can gO through or not

tis 2 week

duno i can become crazy or not

i reali hate .....

nO one understand me T.T

2009-10-05T06:03:00.000-07:00

the purpose i duwan go wOrk not bEcause i boring

nO Mood tO dO, bUt

stay at hOme rather work ,

i Know...

tis is nOt riGht bUt

i spend whole time at kampar

nOt even go home

i jz wan tO be at Home,

everyone sayz y i duwan tO work,

bUt i feel Home sick jz when i 1st jOin plkn tat time,

i hate tis kInd of feeling

i feel like nO one kNow wad am i thinking about

becOz i think tOO much

nO one care about me,

i rather gO slip Now

im alwaz alone

nvm

wUwUwU............

hate myself

tis is how many times im like tis??

wuwuwuuwuw

i next time dun com,e back either

mum oso duwan tO see mE at home

next Time i rather stay at kampar

nO need come back

nO need call back

jz stay at kampar forever duwan come back WUWUWUWUWUWU!!!!!!!!!

duNO wad feeling am i Now

tOt tIs is the wonderfull sem break

many plans gOing on

bUt Now alll rusted

nO more sem break

jz like a normal day at kampar

alwaz dady dreaming

2day i day dream How lOng d ???>,<

wuwuwu

im reali stress oUt

wan become crazy oledi

arg!!!!!!!!!!!!! hate arg!!!!!!!!!!!

1st day jOb.....

2009-10-04T19:36:00.000-07:00

waiting waiting and waiting .....

printer i duno hOw tO use >,< canot functiOn...

nOw iz 11.02am have tO wait until 1 oni gOt jOb...

scare dunO will scold me or not >,< wuwuwu

hOpe iz the easy jOb and easy tO understand

hOpe so........

______________________________
kinda sad , canot see dar dar everyday

frienzz canot ajak u all oUt le..>,<
i gOt work haiz

tot iz the wonderfull sem break

but ended uP working

arg!!!!

j o(TT)O j

new journey oF me begins

s A t u R d A y

D 3 c i S i O n

决定已下， 勇敢面对

无法 用 言 语 表 达 的 情感

不一样的地方 ；..）

家 的 感 觉

520 yeah, my birthday

forget the outing in midvalley hehe

before my big day and sem break

说 些 开 心 的 话

活出自己的人生

i found out meaning full

half of the semester

i wont cared !!!!!!!!!!!!

because

recentlY,

life,

recent song tat jj loves

爱让每个人都心碎

searching for myself.

great great grand mother

high class mamak stalls

latest jj life ^^

understanding people, then people wil understand u

你 不 知 到 的 事. . . . . . . .

feelin of a day,

moRning klanG

family

back hometown hee

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are [Debut Single]

Teenage Dream & Just the way you are - Acapella Cover - Katy Perry - Bru...

i kNow

being narmal or special???

new life new journey becomes new JJ

when yoU boRn , u started to fall

12.00 am iN the mid nigh

hOme sdweet hOme ^^

r 3 s u l t o u T

J J ' s bIG d@Y (^^)))>>>>

being a tortise or a rabbit??

Blogger Buzz: Blogger integrates with Amazon Associates

oNe droP oF tear rain

sad dy jj in the nigh 夜曲

belum try belum tahu, sudah try hari hari mahu xD

weird day !!!!!

s u n d A y traveL

new ^*L i F 3 *^ will begiN

im tire....

1sT daY oF the 2010

oh yea!! forgoT one thing haha

quite a noRmal daY

another morning again..><..

bOrinG suNday...haih

earlY iN thE mOrniNG...~~~^^^** 6.30am

weird daY

oH yea ,, christmas fOR dar dar

christmas elve~~~^^

finallY final finish ^^ yeah!!!!!!!!!!!

jj iZ back.... thinkinG oF hapPy thing ^^

frustrated daY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

meoW biRthdaY ...morning

hapPy biRthday tO mY little darling ^^

oNe daY befoR3??

after market-iNG tEsT.

one day xD

~^* b a d l u c k *^~

wher3 is tH3 jj ?

*^~~ 家吉 ~~^*

before mid-term the night

wad a daY?? arG!!!

rainiy day * " ^ ~ T.T..

my life

mOrNiNg

bOrIng daY

a p P O l O g I z 3~~~~~ T.T

come hOme T.T

mY heart pain

nO one understand me T.T

决定已下，勇敢面对

无法用言语表达的情感

不一样的地方；..）

家的感觉

说些开心的话

你不知到的事. . . . . . . .

new ^L i F 3 ^ will begiN

^ 家吉 ^