jj lif3

now tink back....

y i put my blog nam3 jj lif3??

but..

my life...

iz so simple...

reali

iz me myself make it so complicated..

hapy thin g hapen

sad thing hapen...

yea...im ...haix...

alwaz the one who wishes everyone happy

tell people how to go through their life

but me??

yea..

i know if a frien come find me say

jj.....

im so suffer now....

wad i will tell them??

i will jz say


so????

wad u wan to do now??

jump from the sky??

u wan jz cloze ur eye

not to see tis world anymore??

after u cloze ur eye

u will not know wad will hapen next

wad will ur parent

lover

frienz

....

they allll .......

they all r ur hope..

they will help u..

make things done

in tis process of helping people or people helping u

iz a veri nice feeling

u will not feel lonely


yea

tis is wad i will telll

but

when iz my turn??

haih

all thing turn black

..........

i will consult people

i will make people happy

but ...

wan to find a listener

iz veri hard to find

.........

feel sad ...

after i type tis blog 2day

after two more days

i will be in kampar oledi

wan say bye bye again to mumy dady bibi and sisi

haizzz

they all kanasai

but i like it...


hope... everyone appreciate

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i will jz fine

yea nowadays

im reali hot temper

easy to get angry

duno y.....

haiz haiz argg wan kill people
bb lu

weird day

u believ??

how boring am i???

knOw wad am i watching???

u wont believe hehe

im watching

u
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wakAO!!


geng...

wednesday wan went back to kampar le..

a bit sad

and scare

result iz coming out le

haiz


duno my result haix

hope...

will passs

pass jiu can le wuwu

damn damn damn scare....

2mlo will be a busy day

need go do the window for my car

need go check my car

duno got problem or not..

so scare scare... wuwuwu

haix

i got many things scare haiz

not like a man

sory lu...

haih

im like a gal oni...

......

canot gv u safety feeling

cham

duno future will how

when i tink of future

.......................

reali reali.. scare


mum sayz 2day..

everyone duno kwad will hapen after 2day

so

appreciate wad we have now

try to went to visit ur grandma

they r old d

duno will live how long

but

they will hapyy when we come...

..............................gambateh bah...

if u fail must stand up

and try again

u can do it

1.25 am....

2day..

u slip early..

u stay at ur cousin de house..

me so lonely...

wuwuwu...

but..

duno y

im happy..

2day u come my house hehe..

duno la..

2day my mood veri good..

2mlo wan go grandma house le...

haih.. sienz

dad fetch us go

long time dint see grandma..


haih haih...



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tis morning,

i fetch mi zean go pj to find the skul and find her hostel

she so blur..

duno next time she can find her house or not..

hehe 38 ...

after that,

we went to pramid

window shoping

after sien oledi,

we went to restoran

to have tea

then jiu went back le

went back to my house

tot they will have dinner wf me

but

my relative come

so they hav to went back,

nvm lu sad sad,,, haih...

misss u ... wuwu....

missing...

i duno whether u will miss me or not

after if u went to sg long there.....

i quite care if u go....alwaz tink will u miss me ??

will u miss me until cry???

but

u like no feeling..

alwaz like so hapy to go there....

but im nothing if u go there but...

if see u like that duno why

i feel veri sad...

duno when u at there...

u will find another people

and throw me here....

when i tink about tis

im scare....

i duno how...................................

im reali scare after u go there...

haix...go la.. ur future...

canot predict the time oso

and duno wad u tinking also..

duno u love me or not...

im afraid im scare

u still say wan throw u then throw u if dun like...

but

u canot feeel wad im sending to u??

wad im responding to u??

im throwing all my heart to u...

u r the person who which need to follow me to walk through for our future

izit im showing tat im not like u anymore??

iz that true??

izit????.... wuwu.....

i xxxxx more than wad i have now.......

plz understand.........

i already sad for duno how many days when u tell me that...

hope u will understand

meaning of love

i angry, i jealous, i happy, i sad, i scare, i cold, i hot, i shock, i tinking, i missing, i dreaming,,,,,,,,,,

hmmmm....

i almost think until wan die d...

everytime when chat.... almost im sad and angry...

i reali like a girl..easy to angry sad ...

mum says that to me tooo

i will use to it...

yaya

~~

o(o.O)O

____

dar dar iz going le....i alwaz tink like that...

im a negative thought's person

i alwaz blame myself...

dun have confident

do wad also alwaz unsucessfull

fail...



i thought i got many things to write

to telll..

but now..

i dint feel wad to write about 2day..

last time de jj gone..

when see people alwaz i will say "HI"

but

2day..

i dint say hi oso..

sory la...

miss tan paiseh la..

...............................

100 music volumn

2mlo

me and aunty go grandma house

i damn not feel wan go there

they r.......

i dun like them

.....

they r tooooo....

if they appreciate

i will hope

i reali hope i can serve them

but

they tink er must do tis

they wont appreciate

i duno how to describr

but.....

i reali.......damn hate...

hope in my life...

they wont appear

in my sight...

luckily..

aunty follow me go grandma house...

it takes 2 hour and a half

to reach there...

....iz....hated.....

but.. i know

they r my relative

my grandma...

i have to

i have to control...

i wf my dad relationship not good half of it iz bcoz of them..

god bless... wuwu

yesterday querel wf dar dar...

im sory..

i Now tink back

reali tink tat im reali childish..

dar dar more mature than me...

u wont angry bcoz of small thing..

but i care all about dar dar de things..

i noe im childish..

hope it will be my last childsihnesss..

i will be a man.. after all...

thank for dar dar yesterday come my house and have dinner...

^^..

love yea

must learn how to care

sory.. again again again and again..

i jZ noe hOw to sory..

haixxx

jz

alwaz i angry

not understand

yaya i so childish

ya lu....

haix...

jz a small things

becum like tat

i will change... to becum beter beter and beter...

yaya...im so dissapointed...

all my life

i jz kNow dissapointed people...

never have a gOOd thing for everyone....

life....

im so easy going

not care people sight..

i must let them kNow...

i can..

yea....

if i alwaz tink like tat...

i tink everyday i will like to kill myself..

let dis bad dream over..

let people see u

jj

yea ...

wuwu

sad night

i kNow u r crying

sory....

i will suport wad ur decison

tat u did

gambateh to u....

dar dar.. wuwu