when yoU boRn , u started to fall

damN a mOOdy day

i have skip 2 class,

i reali canoT stand uP

i canoT

wad makes me feel sO bad ?

wad makes me down until liKe tat

fren who knOw me well

sure kNow wads goiNG on

cOZ starts froM i was a child

im like tis

doesn't change at all

even worst than when i was a child....

haiz...

but everytIme after a sad moment

i can stand up like nothing hapen

step into even a worst hole

...... haiz

i believe, everyone got their own weakness

everyone got their own problem to concured

so, the thing i need to concure is " i must do the thing i dun like to do"

izit??

i dun like to study

i dun like to do work

no no

i like to study

but when the thing is getting more and more

i wil lost myself

say tat

i pass can already

tis have plug in my life

i hate!!!!

i wil think

next semester i can try again

haiz

so, i canoT !!!! i must started

life is short,

there are how many ten years are waiting for u??

there are nothing is waiting to u

just u r waiting urself to do something

and how many things u can do in ur life??

u duno

and it is waiting u to grab it by ur self

i hate myself now

cOz im reali nothing in tis world

the oni thing i can do

the oni thing i usually do

is just a peace of shit

meaningless

useless!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz

start froM now

i need to tie uP mYself

clean up myself

cuT down all useleess thing in my body

and started to face mY new day

i knOw

2mlo will be a beter day

if u continued doinG the good thing

tat u think it is rights

i guess some one will know

some one will kNow

and some one will say

good jOb jj

T.T.........................ARG!!!!!