what to do when u r stress?

^^ i went to gym, workout for my body, then i went to sauna and steamroom

very relazing after i finish the whole sesion.

then a cup of Hot Green Tea Late will do,

make my day more refreshing wuhOO

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3nJoy3D  Th3 liTTl3 tHinG in lIf3

fOr oN3 daY yOu will lOOk baCk 

anD r3aliz3 th3y w3r3 tH3 BiG ThInGs

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i should enjoy3d every second, everything in lif3

when we are 50++

we will regret the thing i did not do it

but not the thing i have done,

so from now on

giv3 myself a positive mind

follow3d my own feels

what i want to do

jUst Do it!!!

do big 

dream big

corr3ct ma? Tan San Meow

u will scold me again

but,think positive 

it is a very small thing la,k

money can be earned back

okay okay

from now on

i will start saved every dine of the money!!

and cut down weight as best as i can do..

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N O M @ t t 3 R H O W___

Feelings (心情)

生活有进有退
输什么就是不能输了  __心情__

i found out this statement today,

this statement reali a good phrases to talk about me

i can lose anything but, i canot lose my owned feelings

sometimes the feeling is reali killing me

and the moods too    feelings = moods


i believe everyone has their owned bad feelings of a day

so do i?    the secret of managing the feeling

can anyone tells me?  i wish i can have a good feelings everyday

sometimes i just canot controls .
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i just want to express my frustration here after all will be fined
i think everytime im frustrated , i need to express here if not i will die one day of storing too much of memory


Sometimes, i like to blame.
i blame i have do more thing than people
i blame i have no care of my family
i blame i have no care of meow
i blame i blame everyone everything

but, actually, i know
你现在的付出，都会是一种沉殿，
他们会默默铺路，只为让你成为更好的人

so i start from now, i do not want to blame anything already
i will start doing my owned thing, start my owned life again ^^

i wll not sad again,

positive positive___

L O_O k TO tH3 S k Y ___

当一个人， 静静的在一个地方， 望着天空， 想着自己的梦，

心真的很静， 很舒服

活在这个世界，到底是活在别人眼里， 还是活在当下

以前的我，真的是非常在意别人眼光，

现在比较好了

没有太再意，

但有时真的很再意，

想想自己一定要减肥了！！！

当看着镜子， 我会不由自主的回避，

这次以经开始了，修行

一个月过去了

自己觉得 轻了

健康了

不会这样喘了，

加油！！！！ 20 KG!! jia YOu

3 N j O y 3 d L I f 3

now, my everyday life becomes stable 

not as headache like before,

new colldge new life new work, new friends,

all is about management,

i can get good results too, i tink jz in segi haha

duno y, the standard seems veri low,

compared to local

hope i can fai fai finished study , comes out and work,

starts my life 

nowadays, i have in interested in modifying cars

after i have installed the woofer and amplifier

now i have added in 4 to one exhast and eshast pipe

but stil nnot very strong

it seems need to add turbo inside the engine

wuhOO,

but if i installed it inside the cars

scared will kena jpj cheked and saman

hai how leh???? 

一份小小的心意，一个大大的感动

Finally i understand too late? 

两种老公 两种人生A:她：“老公。我晚上不想刷牙了。” 他：“随便你，等你有了虫牙可不要叫疼。” 她静静的没有说话，我有了虫牙你不会心疼吗？B:他们坐在一起看韩剧吃零食。她困了要睡觉。他说“刚吃了糖，刷牙再睡！” 她：“我困，不想动，不刷了。” 他起身，拿来挤好牙膏的牙刷，漱口水，还有可以盛水的空盆，端着盆哄着她把牙刷好，再把东西都收好。女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。你可以什么都没有。只要你疼她。她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。 

A:他晚上下班。给她打电话“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。” 她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？” 他：“改天吧！” 她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样？ B:他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。别人给我一张奥运会的票。巴西队啊！一会儿我去看球了啊。” 她：“哦。这样啊。好吧。” 他：“怎么不高兴了？” 她：“你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。” 他：“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。我陪你去吃饭。” 她：“不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。” 他：“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。再说你自己跟他俩在一起像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊” 她：“没事……” 没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她“好了。听我的。你收拾一下。我一会儿去接你。” 其实女人不是不懂事。只是。她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。其实。情侣之间。是可以互相的。 

A:他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。” 她：“几点回家？” 他：“九点之前肯定回家。” 九点半，她：“你怎么还不回来啊？” 他：“十点。肯定回家。” 十一点。十二点。一点。两点…… 后来。她不再打电话催他。因为她知道。对于不守承诺的男人。一切“肯定”都是“未必”。 B:他：“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。” 她：“你能那么快就结束吗？” 他：“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能！” 快到九点的时候。他：“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了” 信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。 

A:她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。 她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。 他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。 B:她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。 他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！” 她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？” 他：“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。我当然得独挡一面！” 女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语。哄她几句。她也许会给你一个微笑。但是实实在在的呵护。她会对你一辈子的感恩。并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。 

A:她给他拿了一包榛子。然后她去洗衣服。 回来的时候。榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几。 B:她拿给他一包榛子。然后自己去收拾屋子。 回来的时候。她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁。 女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样。这么廉价的买卖。用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。 

A:他说：“你是最好的。” 她问：“我哪好？” 他：“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。” 她笑了。 B:他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。” 她：“我哪好？” 他：“你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。对人对生活总是很感恩。一个人有一颗善良的心。会让周围的人感觉到温暖。你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地狱！”她哭了。 一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。 一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。 幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己!
看完了，了解了吗？其实大部分女人的要求其实很简单，一份小小的心意，一个大大的感动...你怎么就是不懂？

n O m I n D s

minds always disturb me being man

i have learned being man, i shall not always minds at anything

but no minds

in the journey of my life, sometimes i have to considered wad my friends feeling 

scared of being judges by friends or people

scared my actions will become laughter to people

but is this reali minds?

people will remembered you?

NO!

people will not remembered your stupidity but will remembered wad u hurts them 

simple thing will not be big deals

stay myself peacefull and harmony, do not think of people minds but myself, 

sometimes i just scared what i did,

if i do that, will i become stupid? will everyone looking at me?

no!! they looking at you is just a few second

they will not remembered you!!

stupid!!!!

people will not remembered simple people, 

people will remembered the hard people.

from now on, i will put myself into no minds

focus on what i need to do, and what i have to do

but not worry the thing if i do, will people laugh at me!!

do the thing is right!! not do the thing based on other people eye!!

W o R k i n G L i F 3

there is sO long i have left myself to a very small world

in the world of working,

^^ i have learned a lot of things

realli a lot, appreciated

something that is more than jz working

nightmare for me but after all have pass i change to another dimention

i found hapiness when in working.

quotes from Robert Kiyosaki- when you are young, earn to to learn but not learn to earn

mY cousin and me hee

there are the view when i was working in a factory

the view the skills, the people

i have merge inside the dimention

feel like im starting to love the thing im doing.

there are very wide things i can do

not only jz live without doing anything

the day passing by

i found meaningfull to live.

eND oF the b3gInInG

^^ jUst hAvE a wonderful outing wf new friends....

Taman Pertanian (BiKiT CaHayA)
 jUst near shah aLAm

 This is the place to rent bicycle

 ThiS is the eating placE

thIS is the view when i lye down on the roAd and waTch the amazing vIEw

i love the feeling when nOthing to think and just put down all the FAN thing i hAVE!!!

^^ll hai at last i have the nice place to breath!!!

it is a verY oLD tr333

(_ _ )llll

is four season house ^^

very nice to know them ^^

hope to have more to come,

jus t have a nice chat wf friends yesterday

and they reali motivated me very much!!

almost i cry out hehe

but i dint i accpted everything and i will remember it from my bottom of my heart

true friends reali not easy to find

appreciated everything la

future will be long to go

no much time for me to blame and stop there dreaming

keep up wf full heart and blast all my challenge

i must run faster

hope u guys will wait for me

and we will meet again ^^ll

all i have been through is not wasted 

i will use remember and will not fall in the trap anymore!!!

see u guys^^

outing with M 3 o w b4 she ex@m

 

 

this few days, are the last two week to prepare exam
so i planned for a little bit outings together h33 h33...

vEry nice leh.

 tHe chili in nandos is special and very spicy though is just middle spicy

 luckily dint caught by the staff who take this picture xD

 tepanyaki in pyramid although not very nice but enjoy la h33 h33

 hapy hapy ^^lll

 fried rice wuhOOO!

 the star wars actor is here for the charity

 the lao youyou shop @@

oUh!! no image liaO ahahah

hmm, after this semester, we are going to have a diferent life though.

i need to stand up and stay strong to protect people i love,

i cannot be sO nOOb anymore

i need to be more steady in doing everything

nOmore last minutes for the life im facing in the future

if i do sO,

i will not be able to protect people i love

i cannot depend on parent anymore

in future i also cannot depend on anyone but people depend on me!!!

im a man, not a gal!!!

yeah wish me luck in the efuture ^^

m 3 m o r y

is quite nice to have a memory ^^

when the music of sadness turn it on,

i just can not feel happy anymore,

life has change,

i know, life always change,

i hate when my life turn in the other way

what i have done was always wrong,

what i have choose, decide,

but im the one who blame again,

i jz hate when after i have decide

and im regreting here,
but, after i think it back,
actually im not regreting,

i just miss it So much,

i miSS my friends!!

i jz love the life in kampar

i love it damn so much

when i was in kampar

im not appreciated

always back hometown,

dun spend single time at kampar,

just want to back home,

but now,

imm the one who misses kampar so much!!!!!

T.T

all have pass,

i need to do is to remember and appreciate the memory that i wf my best fren in kampar,

i love them so much ^^
not to jealous la just put this picture haha
there are friends tat i dint add inside, but i sil love u all so much ^^
hope there is the chance we can sit down and talk about our pass

after few years hehe

new journey oF me begins

after my tear dropped of duno how many times

after i have thinking for duno how many times

after duno how many times i have blame myslef

nothing change

the problems is stil there,

my hearts is reali break , after i took it out, and it is break, i duno how to put it back

i figure many ways

but my journey is stil continuing

im regret,

repent for wad i have doned,

i reali wish times fly back ...................T.T

but is imposibles nOw


decision have made

problems have solved

all i need to do is this is my last chance

and my reali fucking chance i need and i must dO,

pass all my test and pass my degree!!!!

and take the glory back to my family

i dun wish to dissapoint my family

focuZ all my fuckiing works!!


after that i need to pay back my beloved father

i understand him , i wish to helped him,

after all i want to do a part time job

and wad i earn i give all to him



my 1st step started,

the thing quite a smooth wan

my first fren is Combodian

and second fren is sabah fren

i need to solved all my dead atitude

focuz on study !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

s A t u R d A y

today , i planing to go kampar

but i did not,

bcOZ, i scared of it,

i love the feeling when meeting someones u love u cared

but i hate the feeling when want to say gOod bye, finaly i made decision

i did not go kampar,

wish u not hate me hEEE, maybe u will se me leh 2mlo or monday hohoho

the person, eh dUn too missed me loh, nyek nYek

plz eat rice la, not ask u always eat but eat a bit la,

always eat biscuits and milo,

haiz

diet oso no need eat like this la,

ppl ask u go eat u duwan later they say u dunwan mix them ma

okay?

hee. valentines want come ady,

hOhOhO, wish u happy bah that person kakakaka,

D 3 c i S i O n

bought a book, and start my first reading,

why i will bought this boOk?

cOz i make desicion not strong enuf,

and not convinced myself,

so, i bought it,

sometimes, i make a good decision but (just make for fun)

and sometimes i make decision toO fast without thinking the long way

but, i reali curious , is not correct i make a decision?

i reali have too many doubts

but i actually know

just dun think too far

i sometimes make fast and good decision but i canot stand long enuf to bear the burden of the decision

this world is not going to give me an easy jobs, but myself

im always understand

tats why i started my reading of the books,

everydecision i make i must put efforts inside and dun give any doubts to myself

just do it and think properly before i do,

tats the points

and oso my weakness

i heard ppl say , i agreed, but after that think back

the answer is different

i must followed myself but not others

i must stand uP again

i canot lying down there anymore

wad i have go through is my journey

mY life

just to stay happy

if not wads life?

stay happy

and make ppl happy

tats life ^^

i must go through thing with a smile

dun give myself and excuses tat i canot make ppl smile

决定已下， 勇敢面对

零点，

现在只可以用这两个字形容

因为发生了一些我不想发生的事，

但是事情已过，

没有必要再想了

真的很难过，每天都过着不想 不要的生活

现在已不再想了

做回原来的我吧

没有一个人可以把我的角色 扮演 得比我更好

很多教训 很多忠告给了我狠多

但 最终还是我 做了决定

不是别人。希望我可以好起来，变回开心的我，

不知多久， 我没真正的开心过了
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想找个地方去放松下自己， 不错下吧…………^^

我相信有一天，我的考验会结束  过个轻松 自在 的生活

有烦恼但不是什么大不了的事^^

祝我身体健康   过个快乐的生活^^^^^^^^^^