活出自己的人生

why im saying this,

bcOZ,

im the one who blaming everyday,

why i have to do this

why everything is set ,

why dun the decision is make by me?

yea, everything is constant

just how i live in that constant world

but, if im the one who enjoy every single thing in my life

like im sitting in the bed,

is such a wonderful feeling and the bed is soft,

im like blur blur sitting there dun think anything just sit there and smile,

yea, i should be doing this

bcoz, keep blaming why not enjoying?

hehe, i think i got some mental problem nOw

many things is coming ,

many things need to settle

yea, this is life,

i must live like no others live,

when im in trouble in asignment

i always like an idiot , what oso duno

always blaming myself of being such nerd

yea

i canot be like this anymore

life is beatiful

like when i wan fall asleep in lecture class,

i should enjoying

the aircond

the lecturer

many things can be enjoy rather than blaming the lecturer

eh faster end class la, i wan sleep
haha

hmm, day and day is coming

i should change my perspective!!

i found out meaning full

we'll study with all our heart, but not just for grades.

study to be accomplishes, not affluent, follow excellence

学习为了前途，不是钱途.

i will study well !!!!

half of the semester

vegas at kAmpar ^^

simple burger but nice deY^^

mix steak and chicken tasty ^^

roOt beer fload reali taste goOd

and a vanila ice cream inside wOw jz like in a&W

curently i found ouT kampar reali nothing to eat d ,

already 2 year plus plus here

reali canot imagine how i survived here? haha

few months later

after this 2 sem,

some is gona leave here and go industrial training

hmmm, good can i says tat?

xD someone is gona survived without me wuhOO!!

recentlY, relationship is complicated

sometimes smile, angry, jealous, sad, cry, carzy, strong, weak,

all have been through

i just can say ,

we r the lucky one,

hope emotional doesnt take place

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another thing is, i m now finding something tats motivated me,

it is, im stil here!!!

this three words following me been through many things

like im stil studying

i haven give up yet

tats lucky too

my fren thomas oso says

u can tahan until nOw is very lusky d

but left this few year and semester

must count on myself

canot be independant anymore

i have to be more mature

lazy always interupt me, haix, reali hate

tats all la,

thnx everyone tat care me and help me so much in kampar

sound like im gona go somewhere else

i have been thinking i wan study tourism after my degree

i think i choose wrong course

haha

if parent see this sure gona kill me

af sudenly change everything

hope my life sun sun li li

amitabah!!!