j o(TT)O j: October 2009

Friday, October 30, 2009

a p P O l O g I z 3~~~~~ T.T

i jZ wan tO appologize to eveyon3....

im the people tat says suck on iT...

iM nOt a very clever people...

iM the sucks people that only kNow how to blame ...

sory that u alwaz for give me supports

and patients on me..

but im emotional.

sory,

im controling myself

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2day, i fetch u to school, then when i back to ur house

i feel Iike goIng back mY house,

then i pack my things then gO back mY house,

then watch movies , to make me feel more comfortable,

my minds is negative

alwaz thinks negative,

the lectures says 2days was rights

must tell myselves

i can dO it

jj u r smart

jj r u pro

jj u ca de la

jj there are many things waiting u to done it

T.T

wuwu..

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

come hOme T.T

helLO world

hOpe u listening

forgive me if im young

for the speaking out of turn

there's someone i've been missing

i think tat they could be

the beter half of me

they're in their own place to make it right

bUt im tired of justifying

so i say you'll

cOme hOme

coMe home

cause i've waiting for you

for so long for so long ..............~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

wuwuwuwuwu when u wiLl come home???

im waiting wuwuwu.

alwaz y i querel ??

y i angry?

sure gOt mY purpose i agry.

cOZ i tOO miss u T.T

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yesterday back froM the place

i feel sO sad

like i 've lost u

tat seems like take u away froM me

i felt no MOre safe wUwUw

hOpe u come hOme come home

i .ve waiting for so long

so slOng ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

come Home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bY The way u r doing ur assignment Now

i felt sO lonely

nobody here

jz the soNg acompany me gO through all Tis

hOpe u come hgOme come

so long so long

and right now there'z s a war between the vanities

but all i see is you and me

The fight for you is all i ve ever known

ever kNown

so.... come hOme

come hOme T.T~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ENDED

hOpe u miss me tOOOO wuwuwuwu

Monday, October 5, 2009

mY heart pain

i duNo how tO describe me nOw,

mY heart reali pain

duNo i can gO through or not

tis 2 week

duno i can become crazy or not

i reali hate .....

nO one understand me T.T

the purpose i duwan go wOrk not bEcause i boring

nO Mood tO dO, bUt

stay at hOme rather work ,

i Know...

tis is nOt riGht bUt

i spend whole time at kampar

nOt even go home

i jz wan tO be at Home,

everyone sayz y i duwan tO work,

bUt i feel Home sick jz when i 1st jOin plkn tat time,

i hate tis kInd of feeling

i feel like nO one kNow wad am i thinking about

becOz i think tOO much

nO one care about me,

i rather gO slip Now

im alwaz alone

nvm

wUwUwU............

hate myself

tis is how many times im like tis??

wuwuwuuwuw

i next time dun com,e back either

mum oso duwan tO see mE at home

next Time i rather stay at kampar

nO need come back

nO need call back

jz stay at kampar forever duwan come back WUWUWUWUWUWU!!!!!!!!!

duNO wad feeling am i Now

tOt tIs is the wonderfull sem break

many plans gOing on

bUt Now alll rusted

nO more sem break

jz like a normal day at kampar

alwaz dady dreaming

2day i day dream How lOng d ???>,<

wuwuwu

im reali stress oUt

wan become crazy oledi

arg!!!!!!!!!!!!! hate arg!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, October 4, 2009

waiting waiting and waiting .....

printer i duno hOw tO use >,< canot functiOn...

nOw iz 11.02am have tO wait until 1 oni gOt jOb...

scare dunO will scold me or not >,< wuwuwu

hOpe iz the easy jOb and easy tO understand

hOpe so........

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kinda sad , canot see dar dar everyday

frienzz canot ajak u all oUt le..>,<
i gOt work haiz

tot iz the wonderfull sem break

but ended uP working

arg!!!!