活出自己的人生

why im saying this,

bcOZ,

im the one who blaming everyday,

why i have to do this

why everything is set ,

why dun the decision is make by me?

yea, everything is constant

just how i live in that constant world

but, if im the one who enjoy every single thing in my life

like im sitting in the bed,

is such a wonderful feeling and the bed is soft,

im like blur blur sitting there dun think anything just sit there and smile,

yea, i should be doing this

bcoz, keep blaming why not enjoying?

hehe, i think i got some mental problem nOw

many things is coming ,

many things need to settle

yea, this is life,

i must live like no others live,

when im in trouble in asignment

i always like an idiot , what oso duno

always blaming myself of being such nerd

yea

i canot be like this anymore

life is beatiful

like when i wan fall asleep in lecture class,

i should enjoying

the aircond

the lecturer

many things can be enjoy rather than blaming the lecturer

eh faster end class la, i wan sleep
haha

hmm, day and day is coming

i should change my perspective!!

i found out meaning full

we'll study with all our heart, but not just for grades.

study to be accomplishes, not affluent, follow excellence

学习为了前途，不是钱途.

i will study well !!!!

half of the semester

vegas at kAmpar ^^

simple burger but nice deY^^

mix steak and chicken tasty ^^

roOt beer fload reali taste goOd

and a vanila ice cream inside wOw jz like in a&W

curently i found ouT kampar reali nothing to eat d ,

already 2 year plus plus here

reali canot imagine how i survived here? haha

few months later

after this 2 sem,

some is gona leave here and go industrial training

hmmm, good can i says tat?

xD someone is gona survived without me wuhOO!!

recentlY, relationship is complicated

sometimes smile, angry, jealous, sad, cry, carzy, strong, weak,

all have been through

i just can say ,

we r the lucky one,

hope emotional doesnt take place

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another thing is, i m now finding something tats motivated me,

it is, im stil here!!!

this three words following me been through many things

like im stil studying

i haven give up yet

tats lucky too

my fren thomas oso says

u can tahan until nOw is very lusky d

but left this few year and semester

must count on myself

canot be independant anymore

i have to be more mature

lazy always interupt me, haix, reali hate

tats all la,

thnx everyone tat care me and help me so much in kampar

sound like im gona go somewhere else

i have been thinking i wan study tourism after my degree

i think i choose wrong course

haha

if parent see this sure gona kill me

af sudenly change everything

hope my life sun sun li li

amitabah!!!

i wont cared !!!!!!!!!!!!

不要再忽别人不喜欢你， 只要你喜欢你自己就好

我是特别的，我不是 number one, but 我是only one !!!

recently, what i have found in life , i found that

我是幸福的！

i have friends
i have parents
i have boy friend
i have girl friend
i have housemates
i have basketball kaki
i have many many!!!

i do noT know how to appreciate it

im stil blaming myself

im weak

im rubbish

im scared

im coward

but, all this people are going through it

im happy for the next challenge ^^

because

sometimes, the weather is not always the same,

sometimes, the cluod of the sky noT always the same

same as my moOD,

somewhere in the sunday,

feel a biT weird,

i think because my parents come to visit me,
hmmm,

a biT homesick

tats why mY mOOD noT in a goOD condition

i wan a break,

i need a break

to think ,

to rewind

mY tape

i decided

this thursday i will back klang

bY ktm ^^

long time dint back by train

my mooD will be beter again later

hope those i accidently make them angry

sory yea

recentlY,

many things hapened on me,

i just canot control sometimes.......

i will become a very tempered beast..

of course is when no ones ,

i will done somethings crazy,

example, i will sit on the window watching the sky the whole day

i will go do something alone,

hmm, i wondered is it im 7line?(in cantonese)

haix,

tension and stress is fired on me,

i just ........ not dared!!!!

but after few moment

i heard some one

gv me a lots of courage

friends,

im appreciated

my looks is like nothing but im reali in side my heart

thank you, someone !!!

life,

the reason i write life is, there is too much to write d,

early in the morning when wake up, there is a sound who says

" jj dun wake up sleep more 5 minit but end up sleep extran 2 hours xD

i realized life is not that easy

relationship is the complicated one,

man between man must calm down when problems occured,

and solved properly and nOT to saY something is past tense

if noT the conversation canot over

fOr exaMple: u last time oso like tat , then the fight start , why u always tell the past tense story ,, xD omG

if conversation start like tat, sory , is my fault saY softly as u can, then conversation end xD!!

hai, sometime how to say that soft right, hah

hai hai, iM much to learn,

when talking actually representing myself, i must change ^^

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mY dream, i m reali need to diet xD

canot d walao, 80 k g d leh ,, need become 70 before chinese new year, sO

after back kampar plz dun call me oUT eat adY yea kakaz, bUt oso need eat la,

i dint eat will die wan u kNow,

and then mY another dream is i have more time wf family,

many things hapened, i realized if my future i dun grab it myself no one can help me .,

arg!!! gambateh ^^