being a tortise or a rabbit??

累不累　睡不睡　單影無人相依偎

夜越黑　夢違背　有誰肯安慰(難追難回味)

我的世界將被摧毀　或許頹廢也是另一種美

feel that my dead end is coming

feel that life is jz like cycling

after cycling for a distances

u must stoP ur leg being continued step on

haiz

being a man is reali gard

many things need to catch uP

canoT jz stoP there forever

many thing need to understand

many things need to be cruel

life is cruel

people wont scare u slower than them

but people wil scare u faster than them

haiz life reali

canoT people jz walk at the same speed

no need to run sO far

tired man

all be a family

happy family

hOw gOOd iT is rights???

hai hai

y must life man must keep on fighting wf a man>?

canoT jz laugh here and there

eat sleep

and happy life

but tis is impossible rights??

^^

try ur best la bodoh

think sO childish la jj

stupid jj

baKAA

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oNe droP oF tear rain

oNlY sad, onlY wiL thiNk about writing something

is jZ a feeling. i nOe, but reali very hard pain.

when the 1st step i step ouT of the exam hall

i noe

i reali nOe wad will going to hapen

is true

....

i jZ have to acept it

i Noe wad i will get

i have to

acept it

im reali useless

T.T

everytIme

oni down thing will write here

i hoPe the next

i will catch uP

_________________________

i must help myself

without anyone

i can do it

i will be fine.

T.T

i will find ouT myself

T.T... wuwu

tis is jz to write to myself

i must enjoY every moment

when ever is a sad thing

or a happy thing

sure got its meaning

i jz have to go through it

wad ever things hapen

is a test for me

^^...

;...<

haiz

hope it wil be a fine day for me 2day

nOw is 11.30 am

jz back froM macro clas

i feel sO down >,<... wuwuwu

2day need to go back .. wuwu..

having lunch on my ownself

think ing

is a good feeling

but sad feeling

~~~~~你要離開 我知道很簡單

~~~~~~~你說依賴 是我們的阻礙

~~~~~~就算放開 但能不能別沒收我的愛

~~~~~~~當作我最後才明白

maybe, i jz have to dO that?...

T.T...

i jz have to try on my own way

sad dy jj in the nigh 夜曲

wUwUwU.. haiz canT sleep ,

sO, wake up a while,

一群嗜血的蚂蚁被腐肉所吸引
我面无表情看孤独的风景
失去你爱恨开始分明
失去你还有什黱事好关心
当鸽子不再象徵和平
我终於被提醒
广场上餵食的是秃鹰
我用漂亮的押韵
形容被掠夺一空的爱情
啊乌云开始遮蔽夜色不乾净
公园里葬礼的回音在漫天飞行
送你的白色玫瑰
在纯黑的环境凋零
乌鸦在树枝上诡异的很安静
静静听我黑色的大衣
想温暖你日渐冰冷的回忆
走过的走过的生命
啊四周弥漫雾气
我在空旷的墓地
老去後还爱你
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音
心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲很轻
我给的思念很小心
你埋葬的地方叫幽冥
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
而我为你隐姓埋名
在月光下弹琴
对你心跳的感应
还是如此温热亲近
怀念你那鲜红的唇印
那些断翅的蜻蜓散落在这森林
而我的眼睛没有丝毫同情
失去你泪水混浊不清
失去你我连笑容都有阴影
风在长满青苔的屋顶
嘲笑我的伤心
像一口没有水的枯井
我用凄美的字型
描绘後悔莫及的那爱情
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音
心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲很轻
我给的思念很小心
你埋葬的地方叫幽冥
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
而我为你隐姓埋名在月光下弹琴
对你心跳的感应还是如此温热亲近
怀念你那鲜红的唇印

為什麼這樣子 你拉著我 說你有些猶豫
怎麼這樣子 雨還沒停 你就撐傘要走
已經習慣 不去阻止你 過好一陣子 你就椰^來
印象中的愛情好像頂不住那時間
為什麼這樣子 你看著我說你已經決定
我拉不住你 他的手應該比我更暖
鐵盒的序 變成了日記 變成了空氣 演化成回憶
印象中的愛情好像頂不住那時間 所以你棄權

wUwU,

duno why

juST sudenly want to hear jay's song

froM when im a teenager

i started hear his music

sometimes quite nice to hear his song

meaningful

tO me...

(people not all the time will hapy

(people not all the time will sad

(sometimes happy things hapen

(sometimes sad things hapen

(so ??

life is like tat wad!

jz need to improve

...........................zzzzzzzzzzzzz

如果邪惡　是華麗殘酷的樂章
(那麼正義　是深沉無奈的惆悵)
它的終場　我會　親手寫上
光) 晨曦的光　風乾最後一行憂
(那我就點亮　在灰燼中的
微傷
(那麼雨滴　會洗淨黑暗的高牆)

黑色的墨　染上安詳

duno wad kinda type

duno how to describe my feeling

so,

jz let jay come sing fOr me

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴 安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我 也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

belum try belum tahu, sudah try hari hari mahu xD

loL, yO, !!^^xD'

duN think something nOt gOod yea!!

haha,

long time diNt uPdated

haiz

sO scare tO updated,

hai

scare i crY again xD...>>>>>T.T

jz back froM hometown again,

sad sad,

homesick again neh,

face dint loOk like sick bUT mY heart sick leh wuwuwu,

i miss mum's dish, i miss dad's smoke, i miss bro and sis querel sound..

i miss everything haiz

manY thing to think nowadays

haiz

hope i can go through

reali hOpe !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope wad i take will like water splesh

splesh away

arg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

__________________________________

now i just finish do my timetable

see sook wei do de timetable very nice hehe

so i do lu

.......nothing to write lah haiz

weird day !!!!!

earlY in the morning,

after wake up

wenT down to have my breakfast,

ermm wad have i eat ?

eat err drink a cup of nestum

then ermm forget ler

aih! reali old jOr

then mum fetch sister to tuition then back

i fetch sister go to skull

then follow mum go pay the bill in post office

hai my house got financial problem nowadays

if my dad duN have a jOb

we reali will eat shit

haiz and my frien got a business

duno i will join or not

maybe or maybe not

noW mY study is sO sucks

and if i join this

i scare i will canoT catch uP the work

arg!!! hOpe i can try.....mY very best

i wish noT to joIn la bUt im thinking mY house financial problem Now

so,

i reali canoT take a risk like tis

hai hai im reali fan now

scare no time for the study

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>back to the story

before fetch mY brother back

i went to pasar wf mum

near chi leung there

then oni go fetch mY brother back froM tuition

then wenT back hOme

then nite after mum cook

i eat a bIT then evening after dad eat he fetch sis to tuition

then back i fetch

me mum and bro wenT to jj to bOOk the shirt so that 2mlo we can get the cheap shirt

then,

duno maybe i much toooo think>>>>>

then i ask mum aboUt the shirt

mum say i will nOt wear that kiNd of shirt haiz

iz a jacket nOt shirt

i see the price quite cheap

so,

i ask mY mUm

haiz

then i angry

cOz mumsays i wont wear that kInd of shirt

maybe i too sensitive

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

not that oni la

cOz mum alway buy brother shirt oni

and i jZ standing there

like no shirt or pants for me

and duN have size oso

wan diet already

to keep fit for cny

if not everyone will laugh at me

arGg!!!

im stress that time

then wenT back

i wenT play basket ball wf my frien haha

releasing mY stress

we lost the match

but i quite happy playing wf them

after play we wenT mak mak yum cha and chit chating xD

many bad words and hamsaP word come oUt frOm our mouth

quite nice to have a man talk like tat

hehe

like back into secondary skuLL

i love the feeling hehe

thnx guYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

s u n d A y traveL

i k e A

sunday, yea it was sunday,

i wenT to damansara there wf meow meow de frien,

tat day i m sick, but i stil go, then kena scold by meow meow,

haha bUt iT was nice there when the day become dark,

the light and atmosphere there,

feel like i become rich d wakaka...

cOz there r many rich people and anG mO lAng wakak

then, follow her frien shoP at ikea loH , bY the time im tired d, sO take some rest at the new

sOfa wakaka, damn nice the sofa smooTh smOth like taofU,

then dar dar take lOh haha he gO siT at the low quality de sofa wakak

mY oNe is quality kakaak

tis is the sofa she sit hehehe

after shOp at ikEa,

we wenT tO the curve shop,

there are nice ,

the atmosphere will not like other shoping mall like giant, the store, or the parade

hah xD.. quite a nice place to shop

then tis was ouTside de food there got stalls

many people shoP there

dar dar buy two pant wow, she buy pants

i wana pay it buT she dun let haih , and mY wallet she keep it wuwuwu

then we take picture at near the avatar hehehe

wow mY turn neh

iT was nice hehe ^^ after we takke dinner in kim gary

then tats the day we end it hah

nowadays quite lazy to updated mY bLog haha xD..

oso no people will read

jZ for fun

think tat i will lost my memory

so write a bit loH xD wakakka