new journey oF me begins

after my tear dropped of duno how many times

after i have thinking for duno how many times

after duno how many times i have blame myslef

nothing change

the problems is stil there,

my hearts is reali break , after i took it out, and it is break, i duno how to put it back

i figure many ways

but my journey is stil continuing

im regret,

repent for wad i have doned,

i reali wish times fly back ...................T.T

but is imposibles nOw


decision have made

problems have solved

all i need to do is this is my last chance

and my reali fucking chance i need and i must dO,

pass all my test and pass my degree!!!!

and take the glory back to my family

i dun wish to dissapoint my family

focuZ all my fuckiing works!!


after that i need to pay back my beloved father

i understand him , i wish to helped him,

after all i want to do a part time job

and wad i earn i give all to him



my 1st step started,

the thing quite a smooth wan

my first fren is Combodian

and second fren is sabah fren

i need to solved all my dead atitude

focuz on study !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

s A t u R d A y

today , i planing to go kampar

but i did not,

bcOZ, i scared of it,

i love the feeling when meeting someones u love u cared

but i hate the feeling when want to say gOod bye, finaly i made decision

i did not go kampar,

wish u not hate me hEEE, maybe u will se me leh 2mlo or monday hohoho

the person, eh dUn too missed me loh, nyek nYek

plz eat rice la, not ask u always eat but eat a bit la,

always eat biscuits and milo,

haiz

diet oso no need eat like this la,

ppl ask u go eat u duwan later they say u dunwan mix them ma

okay?

hee. valentines want come ady,

hOhOhO, wish u happy bah that person kakakaka,

D 3 c i S i O n

bought a book, and start my first reading,

why i will bought this boOk?

cOz i make desicion not strong enuf,

and not convinced myself,

so, i bought it,

sometimes, i make a good decision but (just make for fun)

and sometimes i make decision toO fast without thinking the long way

but, i reali curious , is not correct i make a decision?

i reali have too many doubts

but i actually know

just dun think too far

i sometimes make fast and good decision but i canot stand long enuf to bear the burden of the decision

this world is not going to give me an easy jobs, but myself

im always understand

tats why i started my reading of the books,

everydecision i make i must put efforts inside and dun give any doubts to myself

just do it and think properly before i do,

tats the points

and oso my weakness

i heard ppl say , i agreed, but after that think back

the answer is different

i must followed myself but not others

i must stand uP again

i canot lying down there anymore

wad i have go through is my journey

mY life

just to stay happy

if not wads life?

stay happy

and make ppl happy

tats life ^^

i must go through thing with a smile

dun give myself and excuses tat i canot make ppl smile

决定已下， 勇敢面对

零点，

现在只可以用这两个字形容

因为发生了一些我不想发生的事，

但是事情已过，

没有必要再想了

真的很难过，每天都过着不想 不要的生活

现在已不再想了

做回原来的我吧

没有一个人可以把我的角色 扮演 得比我更好

很多教训 很多忠告给了我狠多

但 最终还是我 做了决定

不是别人。希望我可以好起来，变回开心的我，

不知多久， 我没真正的开心过了
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想找个地方去放松下自己， 不错下吧…………^^

我相信有一天，我的考验会结束  过个轻松 自在 的生活

有烦恼但不是什么大不了的事^^

祝我身体健康   过个快乐的生活^^^^^^^^^^