sad day

haiz...

im s0 useless..

t0day jz gt bak my QT paper...

my results really suckzzzzzzz

haiz.....s0 sad........

din even get half of it

i kn0w all bcz 0f my LAZINESS......

diz has killed me

it iz time f0r me to chg..

strike f0r the best

i wan t0 becum more useful

i wan to impr0ve my studies

n0w i hav t0 start t0 w0rk hard

s0 tat my future wil be bright

jj..arrrrrrrrr

plzzz wake up!!!!!

u can d0 it wan!!!!

gambateh!!!!! yes!! i can d0 it!!!!!

my day become worst and worst cham

haiZZZ.....

yesterday,

when i went back hOme

then,

i open the door

the door lock ...

then i find they key

wakaO

the key left inside my rooom haiz

cham nO kEY tO gO in the room

wUwU

hai hai then 2mlo iz the exam wuwuwu

tHen i went back meoW hOuse

then no mOod study liao wuwuwu

sad sad sad...>,<....

haiz luckily i got many house at kampar hehehe

duno y, haiz now i less call back home

felt veri homesick again haiz

loNg tIm3 dint back my home sweet KLANG' wuwuwu

haiz haiz

yesterday when i call my mUm

when tHe sound "hello"??

wuwu mum sound become veri hard,....

i dint see her but i Know mUm become old le

wuwuwu

i must gO back home next week wuwuwu actually wan gO back 2day

but Ot exam wuwuwu!!!!!!!!!!!!

arG!!!!!!!!!!

degreee reali veri stressss arG!!!!!!!!!!!!!mY

is resuklt oni get 46 per 100

econz oni 55 per 100

haiz

cham cham dunO the next result will get How mUch arg!!!!!!!!!!!

midterm arGG!!!

a loT oF PRobLem arG!!!!

hoP3 everytIng wiLL be fine

hate tat y i alwayz hot temper

and duwan tO study wuwu arGg!!!

lOng tIme dint express here oledi arG!!!!!!!!!

gOd damn mother fucking peace of shit !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hate kampar arg!!!!!!!!!!!

speachlesss __ ___)

i nOw r3ali speachless..

although i reali wan write something ..

but i reali duNO wad to write about.. __ ___)..`|||

i heard toooo.. many stories telling ...

haih.. u must be strong u Noe .. not everyone can tahan wan

sO try more chances ^^ ok?? u still got many chances wan

gambateh ^^ dun try go tink about stupid thing la ^^ haha happy jiu hao lIao

k la dun talk about u liao la.. ( pom pom ) haha

let me talk to u about me myself bah

me ok loh.. normal lif3 loh.. hohohooOO notHing special oso

go class come back from class

then eat two meal a day sometimes 3 loh

if i woke up late then 2 meal oni loh

th3n erm do tutorial loh ^^ hahaahaha

actually no need to think wan ler haha

haha see me .. sO ordinary hehe

sometimes talk nonsence

laugh like old man wakaka

iz my life try to enjoyed hehe gambateh

T.T__ ___ . . . .

WuWuWu...NoT BECAUSE of u

is my fault..duno become like tis..

beter no need study liao.

i mean me myself

use lesss ... wuwu

duno wan type wad wuwuwu

i wana find

seemz a while..

cannot like last few days studying...

haih

promise to do all the homework by saturday

but untiL now

i haven done yet

haih haih

arG!!!wad am i

y such useless people

aRGGG!!!

i damn fucking ass hole

wad i wana be??

rubbish dump again??

i Know.....

iz because after exam

i m nOt doIng veri well ARggg

arg arg!!!

because of my self self fucking ass hole wuwuwuwuw

all around me iz the monster wuwuwu

all veri gOOd

acept me wuwu

keep ruNNing bUt canot reach the destiny

after wake up

fetch meow tO presentation

lOOk adorable happy??

luckily dint querel

almost wan querel wf u leh 2day...

i KNow mY fault

haih haih/....

gOod la u present welll

im sososo sad Now and hungry Now wuwu

10.37 am morning

stIll dreaming in the days

arg arG!!!

think tOOO much

many thiNg nEed me tO chOOSE

ARG!!!

can tHe gOd duN let me chOOse??

let all tHe tHing run as normal...

hate tO chOose wuwuwuwu

but finally i have chOose tO do iT

then i should keep uP

hOpe i wont disapoint u jie...

haixxx

u gOod lo me hai notHIng can do oso

aRG@!!! wah!!!! arG!!!

d r 3 a m y d@y

sien...

haih

duno wad i thinking .. i reali nothing to do

but i reali many thing to do...

XD

wad im saying

reali haih....

thinkable

2day ...

i cOOk breakfast

"porridge"

hah lOng tiMe dInt eat oledi

so ma cOOk loH

nOt oni eat porridge oni haha

i cOOk mee cup wakaka scold by somebOdy

and boil 1 teh hehe

then gO eastlakke loh fetch her gO assighnment then come back slip again ^^

reali sienzz wan dO work wan bUt reali mOOdy tO do sO

after bit myself l;ol then go sliP until 5 wakaka sO lOng i slIp

then wake uP onlIne awhile

hehe

then go dinner loh

querel again

haih...

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

haih..sudenly

miss my class mumy =cik choo

^^tat day i call her no one to call le

wuwu

no one will hear me le

so i sms her loh

i damn down tat day

haih/....

alone cycling in westlake hehe

jz wan tO be alone

nOwadays alwaz querel haih,,,

bUt i m nOt giving up de ^^

never let u go XD

yukss wad am i sayiNg

k bah nOw gO play buble (bath) hehe^^

gambateh bah many thing tO do

...... T T........... ;....(

dun let me go

dun let me go

dun let me gO

duN let me go

..................................

There's some things we don't talk about

Rather do without

And just hold the smile

Falling in and out of love

Ashamed and proud of

Together all the while

You can never say never

Why we dont know when

Time and time again

Younger now than we were before

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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

iTs been awhile,

i never feel like tis,

not because of anyone

its jz me,

i tinkiNg back ,

last time...

after i fight wf dad or beat by dad

i will hide in tHe room

cry out loudly alone wf my pillow

my pillow stiLL wf me now

my piLLow fuLL of mY tears froM small untIll Now ^^

i love it veri mUch

i Know, im nOt a child anymore,

canOt cry like before

last time mum after i cry

she wiLl walk in

and scold me veri mUch

bUt

nOw

im alone in kampar

mUm wiLl nOt Know wad hapen tO me anymOre le

T.T

i miSS mUm veri mUch

i were stIll like a child

wuWUwuwUwUwuUwuUwuwuUWwuwu

T.T

___ ____.........,

i write tis nOt because im angry

jz down

im noThiNg

jz wan express in here...

tats all

i Know

not many people will read mY bLog

thank god

T.T

thanks for frien tat alwaz wana help me

but reali nothINg

mY problem

actually dun have problem oso

duN bOther me

i will be fine after alll

jz lOng time dint cry

wan cry .. yea .. yea...

notHing

sory tat i dint acompany u dinner 2day

i have maggi ....

eat ur spagethi bah...

sory sory

Picture you're the queen of everything

As far as the eye can see

Under your command

I will be your guardian

When all is crumbling

Steady your hand

You can never say never

Why we dont know when

Time, time and time again

Younger now then we were before

dun let me go dun let me go dun let me gooooooooooo

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again

We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

dun let me go....

3 x a m dAy

woke up !!! argg.....>>>>>>>>>>lik3 tis face

oUtsid3 was raining cats and dogs....

wUwU...

but need tO gO fOr exam..

m i c R O e C o n O m I c.

si3n... 9_9 ``

wakaO..sO cOld how tO g3t uP??...

bUt i stIll gEt uP and gO bath at 8 am.,..

can u imagIne??

8 am i wenT fOr bath (__ __)

tOlOng o tOlOng

rainiNg soMemOre ler...

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>after bath

then i boiL tHe water fOr breakfast

m i l O ^^

the piGieee iz stILl sliPing

canOt wakE uP

after i have mY breakfast then i do 1 more milo fOr the pigee lu

then stUdy awhile then gO to school le..

(^.^)

bUt unfortunately...

the exam extended ...

10.30 change to 11am..

have tO wait

haih

then i gO fiNd mY daugther thEM lu..

then jIU went fOr exam le..

the exam hall iz sO cold

haih

suMore oni one and half hour oni..

haih... the questiOn iZ sO much sO many questIon

i canot finish all the questIon

so i started to nervous and tention

coZ i stIll left many questiOn

i siMply write

haih...

and simply draw the grap

haih... wana die liao

tis is the 1st exam in my degree tIme (__ ___)

haih.. tIs iz over ...

din care le..

keep runing bah...

haih.. iz a fate if i canot make it..

everytime , wana try my best try my best.. bUT

haih

everytime ....also say like tis but i dint try oso..

so..

i jZ talk crap like the people say...

wat ever la.....iz a fate bah

...

my lucky i hav pass my foundatiOn.,...

hOpe i will lucky la...

" my trade mark" happy gO lUckY"

hOpe tis will roll my entire life

bUt i Know la

i canot alwaz depend on my luck la....

ok la bla bla bla....

my "n I G h T m @ r 3" dinner iN kAMpAR

wakAO!!!!!!

2day reali cham...!! ^^

earlY iN tHe mOrnIng

iM thInkiNg whether tO attend the class oR nOt T.T

tis is accountiNg de management class..10.00 am tO 12 pm

XD... after thiNking awhile then bath liao jIu gO liao...

2day teaching iz about the 3 level of the strategies and the porters.. XD i stiLl remember

then after the class we goiNg fOr the lunch..

U gU3ss?? wer we gO???lOl XD..

actually jZ wan gO near near eat the laksa oNi

bUt suDenlY mT mind come oUt

Mc DoNaL wakaka..

then we straight away went tO gOpeng mC dOnald tO eat mC dOnald XD..

then jiu back they 2 pm class XD,, after eatiNg Then faster went back le...

after we gO hIang they come actually we wan come tOgether wan bUt thomas haven ready so hiang have tO wait him hah... paiseh neh hehe..

then after fetch them to skuLL we went back tO take a nap.. XD hehe...

sienzz

then querel again XD...

because of the potato

i cook tHe potato soup

then i wan gv her test

but she duwan eat 1st...

then i angry d XD...

coz she duwan test mar.. sO i angry le

im sO " xIao qi" !!!

haih...

then after a whilke then ok d

sorY luuu bl3k..

ok now iz the nightmare

u Know wad we have??

we went tO yau keee to have dinner

tat tIme i siao liao..

order so many

jz we foUr persOn eat

thomas hiang meow and me...

lol...

we eat about rm 54.50

lol

i swear i wont simply gO order thIng tO eat5 le wuwuwu

i eat until stomach wan pecah oledi wuwuwu

sien

then after eat then go meoa house play ps 2 awhile then gO back mY House le.....

tats all for 2day

after a scary class has over

scary wUwUwU....

im scared for the class tooo

soMemore got presentation huh!!

most scary was the presentation wuwuwu

TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

AFTER class i went to fetch meOw then oNi fetch mY classmates back

then oni gO eat dinner...

after we reach the stallls

i saw the tutors T.T

damn scared !!!

alwaz tention to attend the class wuwuwu

hOpe i can overcome the classs wuwu

dun sO gan jeong olediT.T

dad call yesterday T.T

haih.. tat tIme mY mOod nOt veri gOod.

dad call not enuf 5 second then the call cut down

so

i tot iz a miss call or call wrongly gua

so dint answer the call loh

then after tat sister sms me

ask me y diNt pIck uP dad pHone

i ma tell her hOw i Know he calll wronglY or wad haih

dad tOt i duwan pick uP his pHone ....

haih'

nOt purposely ma..><..

so jz now when i having dinner

mum call and ask again...

haiz

sO manY tHings hapen

i Jz finish playiNg game wf tHomas... feel a bIt beter

if Not feel wan kiLl people....

haiz

sunday iz gOing to exam

sO scarY

wuwuw

mIcrOeConOmics

wah!!!

degree arg

duNo the level iz same as foundatiOn oR Not

haiz

sienz

!!!!!!

when playing games

meow scold me

haiz

she say i oledi no time liao stiLl play game haiz

i jz wan """ faxxxxxxxxieeeeeeee """ a while ma

oso canot huh!!!

ya i alwz canot contrOl myself alwaz like tat

damn me

shit me

....

scrolll me!!!!

zhong yi 2day jz back penang

somebody will miss him???

^^

tats all for 2day

arigator gozaimazzzzzz