eND oF the b3gInInG

^^ jUst hAvE a wonderful outing wf new friends....

Taman Pertanian (BiKiT CaHayA)
 jUst near shah aLAm

 This is the place to rent bicycle

 ThiS is the eating placE

thIS is the view when i lye down on the roAd and waTch the amazing vIEw

i love the feeling when nOthing to think and just put down all the FAN thing i hAVE!!!

^^ll hai at last i have the nice place to breath!!!

it is a verY oLD tr333

(_ _ )llll

is four season house ^^

very nice to know them ^^

hope to have more to come,

jus t have a nice chat wf friends yesterday

and they reali motivated me very much!!

almost i cry out hehe

but i dint i accpted everything and i will remember it from my bottom of my heart

true friends reali not easy to find

appreciated everything la

future will be long to go

no much time for me to blame and stop there dreaming

keep up wf full heart and blast all my challenge

i must run faster

hope u guys will wait for me

and we will meet again ^^ll

all i have been through is not wasted 

i will use remember and will not fall in the trap anymore!!!

see u guys^^

outing with M 3 o w b4 she ex@m

 

 

this few days, are the last two week to prepare exam
so i planned for a little bit outings together h33 h33...

vEry nice leh.

 tHe chili in nandos is special and very spicy though is just middle spicy

 luckily dint caught by the staff who take this picture xD

 tepanyaki in pyramid although not very nice but enjoy la h33 h33

 hapy hapy ^^lll

 fried rice wuhOOO!

 the star wars actor is here for the charity

 the lao youyou shop @@

oUh!! no image liaO ahahah

hmm, after this semester, we are going to have a diferent life though.

i need to stand up and stay strong to protect people i love,

i cannot be sO nOOb anymore

i need to be more steady in doing everything

nOmore last minutes for the life im facing in the future

if i do sO,

i will not be able to protect people i love

i cannot depend on parent anymore

in future i also cannot depend on anyone but people depend on me!!!

im a man, not a gal!!!

yeah wish me luck in the efuture ^^

m 3 m o r y

is quite nice to have a memory ^^

when the music of sadness turn it on,

i just can not feel happy anymore,

life has change,

i know, life always change,

i hate when my life turn in the other way

what i have done was always wrong,

what i have choose, decide,

but im the one who blame again,

i jz hate when after i have decide

and im regreting here,
but, after i think it back,
actually im not regreting,

i just miss it So much,

i miSS my friends!!

i jz love the life in kampar

i love it damn so much

when i was in kampar

im not appreciated

always back hometown,

dun spend single time at kampar,

just want to back home,

but now,

imm the one who misses kampar so much!!!!!

T.T

all have pass,

i need to do is to remember and appreciate the memory that i wf my best fren in kampar,

i love them so much ^^
not to jealous la just put this picture haha
there are friends tat i dint add inside, but i sil love u all so much ^^
hope there is the chance we can sit down and talk about our pass

after few years hehe

new journey oF me begins

after my tear dropped of duno how many times

after i have thinking for duno how many times

after duno how many times i have blame myslef

nothing change

the problems is stil there,

my hearts is reali break , after i took it out, and it is break, i duno how to put it back

i figure many ways

but my journey is stil continuing

im regret,

repent for wad i have doned,

i reali wish times fly back ...................T.T

but is imposibles nOw


decision have made

problems have solved

all i need to do is this is my last chance

and my reali fucking chance i need and i must dO,

pass all my test and pass my degree!!!!

and take the glory back to my family

i dun wish to dissapoint my family

focuZ all my fuckiing works!!


after that i need to pay back my beloved father

i understand him , i wish to helped him,

after all i want to do a part time job

and wad i earn i give all to him



my 1st step started,

the thing quite a smooth wan

my first fren is Combodian

and second fren is sabah fren

i need to solved all my dead atitude

focuz on study !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

s A t u R d A y

today , i planing to go kampar

but i did not,

bcOZ, i scared of it,

i love the feeling when meeting someones u love u cared

but i hate the feeling when want to say gOod bye, finaly i made decision

i did not go kampar,

wish u not hate me hEEE, maybe u will se me leh 2mlo or monday hohoho

the person, eh dUn too missed me loh, nyek nYek

plz eat rice la, not ask u always eat but eat a bit la,

always eat biscuits and milo,

haiz

diet oso no need eat like this la,

ppl ask u go eat u duwan later they say u dunwan mix them ma

okay?

hee. valentines want come ady,

hOhOhO, wish u happy bah that person kakakaka,

D 3 c i S i O n

bought a book, and start my first reading,

why i will bought this boOk?

cOz i make desicion not strong enuf,

and not convinced myself,

so, i bought it,

sometimes, i make a good decision but (just make for fun)

and sometimes i make decision toO fast without thinking the long way

but, i reali curious , is not correct i make a decision?

i reali have too many doubts

but i actually know

just dun think too far

i sometimes make fast and good decision but i canot stand long enuf to bear the burden of the decision

this world is not going to give me an easy jobs, but myself

im always understand

tats why i started my reading of the books,

everydecision i make i must put efforts inside and dun give any doubts to myself

just do it and think properly before i do,

tats the points

and oso my weakness

i heard ppl say , i agreed, but after that think back

the answer is different

i must followed myself but not others

i must stand uP again

i canot lying down there anymore

wad i have go through is my journey

mY life

just to stay happy

if not wads life?

stay happy

and make ppl happy

tats life ^^

i must go through thing with a smile

dun give myself and excuses tat i canot make ppl smile

决定已下， 勇敢面对

零点，

现在只可以用这两个字形容

因为发生了一些我不想发生的事，

但是事情已过，

没有必要再想了

真的很难过，每天都过着不想 不要的生活

现在已不再想了

做回原来的我吧

没有一个人可以把我的角色 扮演 得比我更好

很多教训 很多忠告给了我狠多

但 最终还是我 做了决定

不是别人。希望我可以好起来，变回开心的我，

不知多久， 我没真正的开心过了
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想找个地方去放松下自己， 不错下吧…………^^

我相信有一天，我的考验会结束  过个轻松 自在 的生活

有烦恼但不是什么大不了的事^^

祝我身体健康   过个快乐的生活^^^^^^^^^^