her feeling??

i kNow... but

wad i can do..

i know i left u ... and busy for my things....

sory...

coz no time for u..

hope u wont mind...

coz im the worst guy in the wolrd....

everytime let u alone

dit acompany u oso...

and gain ur weight.

i will start planing for my disipline for everything

eat slip study play

....




again again again sory sory sory...

to have me as ....

haih....

duno u la alwaz wad i say

u oso say nOOOO!!

i starting to get use to it....

sory for everything

after for a long long time

after my birthday, i started to stop thinking negative.

yea.. 2day, jz finish many things,

i feel i have done manythings.

good things

bad things toooo.

sory.

my attitute iz bad.

haix.

jz finish ice breaking event

i have learn many things,

phycally

mentally,

alll of them.

i thank tHem a lot

although,

haix,

im the waorse people in the world

good luck to elaine

dun homesick

any problem call me

zelene thank you

u jz like my moTher

adwin

u r nice and detaily person

be ur kaki sure all soldier wont die

by leading them to sucess

joe

friendly guy ^^

jonathan

funy person LOL^^

andrew

quite cute person

jin sian

my boss

sory for dint help u for the treasurer thing

im veri soryy T.T

sotong

quiet person friendly tooo

sin yi

like a small girl

lol

ivone

errr

lol
like a children although face like teacher

i m veri gratefull to have such great things great events,

im so happy

anytime u all need me

u all can call me ^^

reali

wan yum cha or wan i fetch

jz call me

lol

u jz will scold by me awhile

lol

i will still serve u lol

love u allll ^^

2 hour before birthday

....

who will remember??

haih duno leh

who cares...

duno wad iz the feeling ... haih..

wat ever la...

wad i care about

birthday oni ma..

thank for my mother

for giving birth to me..

i know iz pain..

i tink my birthday will be a boring lonely birthday..

....maybe not use to it..

everytime birthday,

sure got many frien and relatives celebrate wf me..

not to so chikldish ...

u already grow up jj..

dun tink so much problem..

result out 2day

before my birthday.. thank god..

thank gOD the result not out at my birthday..

feel sad... duno y....


gambateh la


new day new life ...after alll

hope be lucky la ^^

jj lif3

now tink back....

y i put my blog nam3 jj lif3??

but..

my life...

iz so simple...

reali

iz me myself make it so complicated..

hapy thin g hapen

sad thing hapen...

yea...im ...haix...

alwaz the one who wishes everyone happy

tell people how to go through their life

but me??

yea..

i know if a frien come find me say

jj.....

im so suffer now....

wad i will tell them??

i will jz say


so????

wad u wan to do now??

jump from the sky??

u wan jz cloze ur eye

not to see tis world anymore??

after u cloze ur eye

u will not know wad will hapen next

wad will ur parent

lover

frienz

....

they allll .......

they all r ur hope..

they will help u..

make things done

in tis process of helping people or people helping u

iz a veri nice feeling

u will not feel lonely


yea

tis is wad i will telll

but

when iz my turn??

haih

all thing turn black

..........

i will consult people

i will make people happy

but ...

wan to find a listener

iz veri hard to find

.........

feel sad ...

after i type tis blog 2day

after two more days

i will be in kampar oledi

wan say bye bye again to mumy dady bibi and sisi

haizzz

they all kanasai

but i like it...


hope... everyone appreciate

><


i will jz fine

yea nowadays

im reali hot temper

easy to get angry

duno y.....

haiz haiz argg wan kill people
bb lu

weird day

u believ??

how boring am i???

knOw wad am i watching???

u wont believe hehe

im watching

u
t
r
a
m
a
n

wakAO!!


geng...

wednesday wan went back to kampar le..

a bit sad

and scare

result iz coming out le

haiz


duno my result haix

hope...

will passs

pass jiu can le wuwu

damn damn damn scare....

2mlo will be a busy day

need go do the window for my car

need go check my car

duno got problem or not..

so scare scare... wuwuwu

haix

i got many things scare haiz

not like a man

sory lu...

haih

im like a gal oni...

......

canot gv u safety feeling

cham

duno future will how

when i tink of future

.......................

reali reali.. scare


mum sayz 2day..

everyone duno kwad will hapen after 2day

so

appreciate wad we have now

try to went to visit ur grandma

they r old d

duno will live how long

but

they will hapyy when we come...

..............................gambateh bah...

if u fail must stand up

and try again

u can do it

1.25 am....

2day..

u slip early..

u stay at ur cousin de house..

me so lonely...

wuwuwu...

but..

duno y

im happy..

2day u come my house hehe..

duno la..

2day my mood veri good..

2mlo wan go grandma house le...

haih.. sienz

dad fetch us go

long time dint see grandma..


haih haih...



_______________

tis morning,

i fetch mi zean go pj to find the skul and find her hostel

she so blur..

duno next time she can find her house or not..

hehe 38 ...

after that,

we went to pramid

window shoping

after sien oledi,

we went to restoran

to have tea

then jiu went back le

went back to my house

tot they will have dinner wf me

but

my relative come

so they hav to went back,

nvm lu sad sad,,, haih...

misss u ... wuwu....

missing...

i duno whether u will miss me or not

after if u went to sg long there.....

i quite care if u go....alwaz tink will u miss me ??

will u miss me until cry???

but

u like no feeling..

alwaz like so hapy to go there....

but im nothing if u go there but...

if see u like that duno why

i feel veri sad...

duno when u at there...

u will find another people

and throw me here....

when i tink about tis

im scare....

i duno how...................................

im reali scare after u go there...

haix...go la.. ur future...

canot predict the time oso

and duno wad u tinking also..

duno u love me or not...

im afraid im scare

u still say wan throw u then throw u if dun like...

but

u canot feeel wad im sending to u??

wad im responding to u??

im throwing all my heart to u...

u r the person who which need to follow me to walk through for our future

izit im showing tat im not like u anymore??

iz that true??

izit????.... wuwu.....

i xxxxx more than wad i have now.......

plz understand.........

i already sad for duno how many days when u tell me that...

hope u will understand