her feeling??

i kNow... but

wad i can do..

i know i left u ... and busy for my things....

sory...

coz no time for u..

hope u wont mind...

coz im the worst guy in the wolrd....

everytime let u alone

dit acompany u oso...

and gain ur weight.

i will start planing for my disipline for everything

eat slip study play

....




again again again sory sory sory...

to have me as ....

haih....

duno u la alwaz wad i say

u oso say nOOOO!!

i starting to get use to it....

sory for everything

after for a long long time

after my birthday, i started to stop thinking negative.

yea.. 2day, jz finish many things,

i feel i have done manythings.

good things

bad things toooo.

sory.

my attitute iz bad.

haix.

jz finish ice breaking event

i have learn many things,

phycally

mentally,

alll of them.

i thank tHem a lot

although,

haix,

im the waorse people in the world

good luck to elaine

dun homesick

any problem call me

zelene thank you

u jz like my moTher

adwin

u r nice and detaily person

be ur kaki sure all soldier wont die

by leading them to sucess

joe

friendly guy ^^

jonathan

funy person LOL^^

andrew

quite cute person

jin sian

my boss

sory for dint help u for the treasurer thing

im veri soryy T.T

sotong

quiet person friendly tooo

sin yi

like a small girl

lol

ivone

errr

lol
like a children although face like teacher

i m veri gratefull to have such great things great events,

im so happy

anytime u all need me

u all can call me ^^

reali

wan yum cha or wan i fetch

jz call me

lol

u jz will scold by me awhile

lol

i will still serve u lol

love u allll ^^

2 hour before birthday

....

who will remember??

haih duno leh

who cares...

duno wad iz the feeling ... haih..

wat ever la...

wad i care about

birthday oni ma..

thank for my mother

for giving birth to me..

i know iz pain..

i tink my birthday will be a boring lonely birthday..

....maybe not use to it..

everytime birthday,

sure got many frien and relatives celebrate wf me..

not to so chikldish ...

u already grow up jj..

dun tink so much problem..

result out 2day

before my birthday.. thank god..

thank gOD the result not out at my birthday..

feel sad... duno y....


gambateh la


new day new life ...after alll

hope be lucky la ^^

jj lif3

now tink back....

y i put my blog nam3 jj lif3??

but..

my life...

iz so simple...

reali

iz me myself make it so complicated..

hapy thin g hapen

sad thing hapen...

yea...im ...haix...

alwaz the one who wishes everyone happy

tell people how to go through their life

but me??

yea..

i know if a frien come find me say

jj.....

im so suffer now....

wad i will tell them??

i will jz say


so????

wad u wan to do now??

jump from the sky??

u wan jz cloze ur eye

not to see tis world anymore??

after u cloze ur eye

u will not know wad will hapen next

wad will ur parent

lover

frienz

....

they allll .......

they all r ur hope..

they will help u..

make things done

in tis process of helping people or people helping u

iz a veri nice feeling

u will not feel lonely


yea

tis is wad i will telll

but

when iz my turn??

haih

all thing turn black

..........

i will consult people

i will make people happy

but ...

wan to find a listener

iz veri hard to find

.........

feel sad ...

after i type tis blog 2day

after two more days

i will be in kampar oledi

wan say bye bye again to mumy dady bibi and sisi

haizzz

they all kanasai

but i like it...


hope... everyone appreciate

><


i will jz fine

yea nowadays

im reali hot temper

easy to get angry

duno y.....

haiz haiz argg wan kill people
bb lu

weird day

u believ??

how boring am i???

knOw wad am i watching???

u wont believe hehe

im watching

u
t
r
a
m
a
n

wakAO!!


geng...

wednesday wan went back to kampar le..

a bit sad

and scare

result iz coming out le

haiz


duno my result haix

hope...

will passs

pass jiu can le wuwu

damn damn damn scare....

2mlo will be a busy day

need go do the window for my car

need go check my car

duno got problem or not..

so scare scare... wuwuwu

haix

i got many things scare haiz

not like a man

sory lu...

haih

im like a gal oni...

......

canot gv u safety feeling

cham

duno future will how

when i tink of future

.......................

reali reali.. scare


mum sayz 2day..

everyone duno kwad will hapen after 2day

so

appreciate wad we have now

try to went to visit ur grandma

they r old d

duno will live how long

but

they will hapyy when we come...

..............................gambateh bah...

if u fail must stand up

and try again

u can do it

1.25 am....

2day..

u slip early..

u stay at ur cousin de house..

me so lonely...

wuwuwu...

but..

duno y

im happy..

2day u come my house hehe..

duno la..

2day my mood veri good..

2mlo wan go grandma house le...

haih.. sienz

dad fetch us go

long time dint see grandma..


haih haih...



_______________

tis morning,

i fetch mi zean go pj to find the skul and find her hostel

she so blur..

duno next time she can find her house or not..

hehe 38 ...

after that,

we went to pramid

window shoping

after sien oledi,

we went to restoran

to have tea

then jiu went back le

went back to my house

tot they will have dinner wf me

but

my relative come

so they hav to went back,

nvm lu sad sad,,, haih...

misss u ... wuwu....

missing...

i duno whether u will miss me or not

after if u went to sg long there.....

i quite care if u go....alwaz tink will u miss me ??

will u miss me until cry???

but

u like no feeling..

alwaz like so hapy to go there....

but im nothing if u go there but...

if see u like that duno why

i feel veri sad...

duno when u at there...

u will find another people

and throw me here....

when i tink about tis

im scare....

i duno how...................................

im reali scare after u go there...

haix...go la.. ur future...

canot predict the time oso

and duno wad u tinking also..

duno u love me or not...

im afraid im scare

u still say wan throw u then throw u if dun like...

but

u canot feeel wad im sending to u??

wad im responding to u??

im throwing all my heart to u...

u r the person who which need to follow me to walk through for our future

izit im showing tat im not like u anymore??

iz that true??

izit????.... wuwu.....

i xxxxx more than wad i have now.......

plz understand.........

i already sad for duno how many days when u tell me that...

hope u will understand

meaning of love

i angry, i jealous, i happy, i sad, i scare, i cold, i hot, i shock, i tinking, i missing, i dreaming,,,,,,,,,,

hmmmm....

i almost think until wan die d...

everytime when chat.... almost im sad and angry...

i reali like a girl..easy to angry sad ...

mum says that to me tooo

i will use to it...

yaya

~~

o(o.O)O

____

dar dar iz going le....i alwaz tink like that...

im a negative thought's person

i alwaz blame myself...

dun have confident

do wad also alwaz unsucessfull

fail...



i thought i got many things to write

to telll..

but now..

i dint feel wad to write about 2day..

last time de jj gone..

when see people alwaz i will say "HI"

but

2day..

i dint say hi oso..

sory la...

miss tan paiseh la..

...............................

100 music volumn

2mlo

me and aunty go grandma house

i damn not feel wan go there

they r.......

i dun like them

.....

they r tooooo....

if they appreciate

i will hope

i reali hope i can serve them

but

they tink er must do tis

they wont appreciate

i duno how to describr

but.....

i reali.......damn hate...

hope in my life...

they wont appear

in my sight...

luckily..

aunty follow me go grandma house...

it takes 2 hour and a half

to reach there...

....iz....hated.....

but.. i know

they r my relative

my grandma...

i have to

i have to control...

i wf my dad relationship not good half of it iz bcoz of them..

god bless... wuwu

yesterday querel wf dar dar...

im sory..

i Now tink back

reali tink tat im reali childish..

dar dar more mature than me...

u wont angry bcoz of small thing..

but i care all about dar dar de things..

i noe im childish..

hope it will be my last childsihnesss..

i will be a man.. after all...

thank for dar dar yesterday come my house and have dinner...

^^..

love yea

must learn how to care

sory.. again again again and again..

i jZ noe hOw to sory..

haixxx

jz

alwaz i angry

not understand

yaya i so childish

ya lu....

haix...

jz a small things

becum like tat

i will change... to becum beter beter and beter...

yaya...im so dissapointed...

all my life

i jz kNow dissapointed people...

never have a gOOd thing for everyone....

life....

im so easy going

not care people sight..

i must let them kNow...

i can..

yea....

if i alwaz tink like tat...

i tink everyday i will like to kill myself..

let dis bad dream over..

let people see u

jj

yea ...

wuwu

sad night

i kNow u r crying

sory....

i will suport wad ur decison

tat u did

gambateh to u....

dar dar.. wuwu

jz back from penang

penang trIP

tIs iz in The bukit bendera

we r catching the snake

real snake to take pikcture

the snake iz heavy heehee




tis ....>>>>>>>>>>wow

we play in the beach

there r water sport for us to play

each person 60 ringgit

wow

damn damn expensive

wakao.>>>>>> brOther and sister playiNg hee^^


>>>>>>>>>>>>>im playIKng

dan excting.>>>>>>>>



brOther take pictture in the water walao

lucky the camera can swim hehe

seee>>> he so rude

>>>meee hehe.......

gOt buble wakakak

after the swiming so tire

we went back hotel eat hehe

quite to gO for a small trIp heehee......





damn sad fOr some event wuwu

u Know de la wuwu

haih duwan talk aboUt tat la
wuwu

hope i can pass wuwu everyday i wil moddy when tink about tat

wuwuwu.... sad sad......hOpe u wont effect by me

love yea

at penang Now onlining

.....

1st day

haiz

duno la

feel like weird

u kNow de la hOr meow meow

duwan talk tat d la

jz talk happy things hehe

yesterday go eat and pet shop

ernn and eat lu

many thing to eat

hehe
cham liao

u duno will throw me ma

i becum fat liao

hai hai

cham no one wan liao

sien

____________________________

2day jj

jj??

r u back??

yea back

im back

by jj________



diNt tiNk tat much d


if fail ma take 1 more sem loH


so easy

ceh...

wakakkaka XD!!!......

i kNow d lo


im wad person

"happy go lucky "

right??jj...

wow wow

reali jj now

yaya

jj iZ like tat

haha

tho

mas

thank yOu for letiing me scold 2day

if dun have u

i will becum emo again

tanks

hope u will let me scold again

wakaka

reali

wakakak


THANK YOU VERI MUCH

ARIGATOR GOZAI MAS!!


jz nOw go play balll

mood becum veri bad jz now after

play ball

kNow How tO tiNk oledi

cOz jz Now play ball

i angry my frien

.....

iz jz a game

y i so angry

sory yea my frien

so long tIme no see

let u see my temper

haih.. paiseh la brother

2mlo duno i got go klang parade or not

i wan fetch my sister ler..

if can i ma go lu

sory yea

im the person who easy angry

haih

so xiao qi

!!!!

i tink i wil change la

heh

hope i can pass la

haih pass jiu enuf liao

amitaba......

whole thinG becuM bLack

black jj

evil jj

duNo y....

i becum like tis

or im like tat de person

......wat ever la......

people so sayan me

i jz duwan appreciate

wuwu

nvm nvm wuwuwu
whOle world

whole entire thing oso wont kNow

3xam ov3r

i tiNk i wiLL stay 1 more sem late

i will fail ....

coz

i reali duNo How tO do

sure fail liao

....

thank all of u

tat teach me

telll me clearly wf fuLl of hearts

bUt

i stIll dissapOintEd u alll

soRy

tat make u diNt stUdy

before exam

alwaz kacau u

diNt lET u study

u and i

are different world

u r the clver one

im the loser wan

so.....


i duNo how tO expressss

reali

my heart becuM ice

canot breath

canot talk

canot stand

canot tell

canot emotion

canot respond

im uselesss...

><

...

.
.
.
sory

tat alwaz make u angry

again and again

im reali bad

people


u can throw me away

throw far far away

to the rubbish dump


dun see me again

wuwuwuwu

..................

m y s 3 l f

who am i??

...

reali duno who am i...

wad i did??

....

i duno wad im do-ing

y sO sO sO cOOL??

...

i oSo dUno

.........




im a persOn wHo easy influence by people

dun have self control function

wuwuwu...

people say gia....

i then f o l l o w

....

haih

im noT sayIng tat hiang thomas u all k??

jz wan tO say tat

im reali useless...

cOZ frOM small to now

im lIke tat

canOt change...

so...

i hate myself veri much

everytIme when exam

no mOOd stUdy

people play game

i oso plaY game...

dun hav self control

already last paper...

stIll Like tat

jz left 2day and 2mlo

then final paper...

haih...

i stIll Like

a snake

...

dun wan tO move

everybody iz rushing for their revision

im playing

.....

reali useless

jj

go jump hai la

y u born in tis word


........

such emo words

i oso can type

later thomas msn me again

y wor

emo ar

hiang oso the same

wuwuwuw

i duno wan to say wad

jz hate myself

Like tat

when exam come

im lke tat...

shit face

fuck face



yesterday 5 am oni slip

doing shit things

people tot im doing pass year

but
if

dun have the answer

i reali duno how to do

i oni kNow how to copy

dun understanf the question oso

wuwuwuwu

hOw to exam???

if the questiON keep changeing??

cham loH!!??

wuwuwu

how??

i dun like to ask oso

alwaz like tat

so emo

alwaz wan cari sometHing tO fight....

alwaz sad face

fuck face....

wad the hell??

am i typing?

...the end

n 3 x t w e e k last exam liao

wad am i

d
o
i
n
g
?
?
?

s i 3 n . . . . . dun f e e l like exam
n o w l i k e h o l i d a y liao.....

w
a
k
a
o

!
!
!

sory again again and again

keep make u angry

i know u tink for me

but

u say....

u no money liao ma

so.....

i du wan u to use all ur money mar

arg!!!

watever la

jz have my ...lunch

s
u
s
h
i

wow!!

h h e eh h e e

o( ^ ^ )O wUwUwU

sO delIciOus

nIc3

loNg tIm3 diNt have the sUsHi liao

........................................

then after tat go tescO walk around buy bread bla bla bla

then go "isi" petRoL

Then fetch iVone go bus stOp back iPoH

sO fuNNy la she

alwaz do fuNNy tHing

shir li oso

wakao

wakaka

tIs twO person reali

i meet them 1st in my life

of course thomas
and hiang

1st in mY life i have frien like tat

all fuLLL of weird emotIon

i tiNk we tOO gOod frien

untIl know all the bad tHings amOng Them and oUrself

lOL.....

yesterday

shIr lI went tO leng leng House

wakao

she shout at her doooor

and calll leng leng

she iz sliPing

and she say she woNt come open The door

shIr lkee nOt believe ...so

she coNtInue shOut :"lENG lENg!!!!!"

she reali dint cOme oPen The door

her Housemate come open the door


tat tIme

we kNow

we have disturb other people

.........................................shir lee sad

wakaka
sOsOsOsO fuNy

damn LEng LEng

next time dun chOi her

haha
she iz nOt oUr geng XD!!! wakakakak jOkIng lah haha

but oSO canOt dO lIke tIs tO us ma

we treat u sO gOOd damn u

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

mum call me

haih

nOtin can talk wf

sienzzzzzzzz

then bye bye lIao

_______________

end of the after nOOOn



good afternIIn everyOne